tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-74170524013893142902024-03-12T19:22:51.026-04:00My Submissive JourneyJournal of my exploration into the domination submission world of D/s and how I struggle between my submissive heart and my logical feminist mind that tells me submission is wrong while my body and heart tell me it is sooooh right!reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.comBlogger467125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-43366282157449423292013-07-01T17:09:00.000-04:002013-07-01T17:09:29.536-04:00Partnership Story<br />
<em>Below is a story that was written by 2 people. The first half is my new Dom and the 2ed half was written by me. He wanted me to end the story for him. What do you think? I will soon write about my new relationship but for now this story will have to due in deciding what kind of person he his...</em><br />
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You answer the knock at the door wearing a bathrobe and a smile, hiding slightly behind the door as he gently kisses you hello and you open the door inviting him in. <br />
<br />He closes the door behind him then turn to you and kisses you slowly and passionately. Grabbing the back of your neck massaging you. <br />
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Suddenly you find yourself pinned against the wall cheek flush on the wall as he spreads your legs wider with his legs. He is kissing the back of your neck and down towards you ear. You feel the hot breathe whispering into your ear about how hard he's going to make you cum. He's very slow sensual and deliberate. <br />
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As he kisses you and holds you against the wall he unties the robe and slides it off your shoulders kissing them and moving your body side to side dragging your nipples across the walls surface making them even harder. When they are dragged across the wall you feel constant pressure and your nipples respond with their approval. <br />
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He pulls your hail back arching your back and resting your head on his shoulder stopping to see your erect nipples and the look of desire on your face. Kisses you gently and his left fingers caress your body with the fingertips. Across your chest down the front lingering along your belly button as he kisses you. Your arm instinctively moves around his neck as you kiss deeper. <br />
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He finds your pussy and as his hand passes over it your moan and quiver and his response is to pinch your nipple and clit at the same time while kissing you<br />
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You're having trouble breathing and your beginning to crave him more than you ever thought possible as his finger gently begins massaging your clit <br />
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Here you are knees wobbly. Your clit in ecstasy as he holds your legs apart with his while kissing you<br />
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He takes his soaked fingers and holds them to your lips so you can smell and taste yourself. So clean and sweet. <br />
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At this moment he has you and you find yourself only wanting to please. <br />
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<em>My eyes flicked at you. Im not surprised to see how much lust was visible. I could tell by your voice when you say my name in my ear. It is strong and dangerous. My hand reaches behind me and I draw you closer. I needed to feel you. I needed to feel all of you.</em><br />
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<em>Coming closer, you reach your hands around me, bringing them up along my sides. Sighing softly, I leaned back into you. My hands pulled against your hips, bringing your already erect naked cock hard against my ass. Your lips found my neck, softly kissing it as you breathed heavily against it. Our bodies began to move. We swayed together as your hands began to explore. Your hands find my breasts, firm and full at your touch. I melt into you. My hands reach behind me, rubbing your cock. I could feel your pulse as my hands work over you. Our breathing becomes heavier and our movements more frantic.</em><br />
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<em>It is a need now, a need to fuck.</em><br />
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<em>Your hands pinch my nipples hard, rolling them between your fingers as I gasped. You let go of one breast and moved your hand down across my belly and find my aching clit. My knees buckle a little as your fingers rub against me. Our breathing turn more rapid as we writhed together, feeling the need growing.</em><br />
<em>I need to fuck... You thrust your hips deep into my awaiting pussy. I cried out as I feel you fill me and start to fuck me. I had been needing this. I rock my ass up against you, trying to help you reach even deeper. Your body crushes mine as your cock pounds hard into my dripping pussy. My pussy pulses hard around you, needing you, wanting you harder, faster, deeper. My body tenses as I feel my orgasm growing. I can't hold it back. It's too urgent of a need, to fuck and be fucked. I feel my body tense, my insides swelling around your hard cock. My body is starting to shake as I let go of all passion built up inside me... </em><br />
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<script src="http://digg.com/tools/diggthis.js" type="text/javacript"></script>reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-53336653121770657452013-04-13T16:41:00.001-04:002013-04-13T16:41:42.073-04:00I SurrenderI love being submissive to you. Helpless to your intent to have your way with me. You love me like this, and you know I want to be taken, for you to be rough with me, You can't resist - You love it when I'm like this, when I want you to just fuck me, hard, any way you please. And I surrender control to you.<br />
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I know how you want me dressed - a tight, form-fitting top, a short skirt; small white panties, bare legs; maybe some sexy heels. As you come into the room, I smile at you; Bend over the back of the sofa, displaying my ass to you. As you move closer to me, I slid my arms behind my back, crossing them at the wrist. You slip a silk scarf out of your trouser pocket, and wrap it around my wrists, tightly, tying a firm knot. I can feel the pressure of the silk on my wrists - it's tight enough that I can not free myself, even if I wanted to. Bent over the sofa like this, my wrists tied tightly, I am on display for you, and you know that I am helpless.<br />
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You could fuck me like this - seeing me like this arouses you so much, it's difficult for you to resist sliding your erection deep inside me, fucking me hard just like this, over the back of the sofa. Tonight though, you want more. Right now you just want to touch me. Feeling your cock growing hard in your pants as you slide your hand up my back, taking hold of my top, tugging it up my body, your fingers caressing my back, pulling my top all the way up, over my breasts, until it's bunched up under my arms. You move closer then, pressing yourself against my ass, leaning over me, sliding your hands underneath me to cup my breasts, squeezing, caressing, stroking gently, feeling my nipples harden.<br />
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I'm wriggling against you now, trying to push myself back against you, knowing your'll be erect, but you pull away slowly, watching me wriggling, wanting you, needing you. Your so turned on by that, you tug my short skirt up to my waist, looking down at my panties, sliding your fingers up the inside of my thigh, until you reach the crotch. They're already damp - You need to touch me - You tug my panties to one side, your fingers finding my pussy - I'm so wet, so deliciously wet- You slide your fingers between the swollen lips of my pussy, drifting between them, parting them, getting your fingers wet, spreading that wetness to my clit, stroking rhythmically, round and round... I gasp, a little shudder rippling through me, and you can't resist - you slide your fingers into my pussy, and I gasp again, a small flood of my wetness dribbling from me, down your hand, as you slide your fingers deep inside me...<br />
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It's clear I can't take much of this - I need to cum, and your so turned on now - my wrists still tied, You pull me up from the back of the sofa, and lead me to the bed, pushing me quite roughly onto my hands and knees - I can hear you undressing, pulling off your shirt, tugging down your trousers and boxers. Your naked, but I know I'm not to look - I wait on the bed for agonising seconds, on my knees, my wrists still tied behind my back, my head laid on the bed, my ass still presented to you, wanting to be taken, hard.<br />
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You slide onto the bed behind me, naked now, Your hands moving up my back once again cupping my breasts. Stroking my naked breasts, caressing my erect nipples, pressed against me from behind - and I can feel your hot, hard erection pressing against my skirt, rubbing against me.<br />
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I beg you to fuck me, to make me cum, and once again you can't resist - you tug up my skirt again, this time pulling my wet panties down my thighs, tugging them off. You move close behind me - I can feel your hard cock sliding between my bare buttocks now, moving against me, your hands back at my breasts, stroking, squeezing, caressing - and your so turned on now, and you need to fuck me - You slide the head of your swollen cock down my wet slit, and you push, slowly, inch by inch, inside my dripping wet pussy, sliding your hard cock deep inside me, until I feel you filling me, all the way inside me, my pussy squeezing and caressing your erection, my wetness dripping down the length of your cock.<br />
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And you start to fuck me, long and hard, thrusting harder, deeper, and with each thrust I slam myself back onto your throbbing erection, feeling your cock thrusting harder and harder, my pussy splashing around your cock with each long thrust, my wetness dripping from my sex, onto the bed, your belly slapping against my bare ass with each thrust of your cock inside me, your hand pushing my head down onto the bed, holding me there, not letting me move.<br />
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You can't take much of this - and neither can I - You feel me start to cum, my body trembling, starting to convulse - it's going to trigger your own orgasm - You grab a handful of my hair, tugging my head back hard, leaning over me to kiss me on the lips, your tongue sliding deep into my mouth, and as you kiss me, sensually, urgently, I can't hold it back any longer - I push back hard onto your thrusting cock, shuddering frantically, my wetness streaming down your cock as I start to cum, so hard, crying out with intense pleasure, my wet pussy engulfing your cock - and as I cum, you do too, groaning intensely, your cock swelling, throbbing, pulsing so hard - your spunk suddenly spurting deep into me, spurt after spurt of hot cum, flooding deep inside me, filling me, again and again as we cum together, our bodies locked in orgasm, so intense, so intimate, so delicious...<br />
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<script src="http://digg.com/tools/diggthis.js" type="text/javacript"></script>reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-42058918861334306702013-03-17T21:35:00.003-04:002013-03-17T21:35:42.230-04:00Its the End of a Long Day<em>I've had a long day today and I want nothing less than to relax. I turn on my computer and see what you have posted today. You're asking for my story. My fantasy. Interesting. I've been thinking about you, a lot lately. Would you fulfill my every need? Would you touch me the way I like to be touched, spank me the way I like to be spanked, fill me with every inch of your cock - ramming it in over and over? I think you would. Just thinking how you would tease me has me wet. I am reaching down into my panties now which are already beginning to get wet. Can you see me? I run my fingertips over the lips of my pussy feeling my slickness. So nice. Gently, I push a finger inside me, I'm so hot inside. My pussy begins to throb with desire as I think about you watching me. Would you like that? To watch me masturbate? I move my fingers up to my clit and begin to move them in a circular motion, teasing my hard nub. You're touching yourself now aren't you? Touching your hard cock as it grows. Wrapping your hand around it, stroking the long hard shaft. Watching me is turning you on. My other hand pushes my shirt up and my bra down. I encircled my nipple with my fingers and roll it between my fingertips. I want to feel your wet tongue on my nipples, your teeth biting them. Oh yes. My fingers are working harder now... gasping... My pussy is so wet for you. You're working it harder now too, aren't you? My juices are wetting my thighs now. I am rubbing my clit hard, so wet with my juices. I want to feel your cock inside me, pushing at me, ramming it in. I am so close. My fingers... oh god... feel so good...can you see me? so hot for you... so wet for you....gushing...my legs tense... can you feel it... can you feel my pussy tighten... my back is arched now...pushing my fingers inside me... ohhhhhhh...fucking myself with my fingers... my hand on my clit... rubbing...I'm coming.... fuck me now... hard... ahhhhhhhhh YES ohhhhhhhhh... fuck yes... ohhhhhh... pussy clenching... pulsing...breathing heavy... body shaking... Now thats how to end a day<script src="http://digg.com/tools/diggthis.js" type="text/javacript"></script></em>reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-39548818491849966322012-11-13T16:21:00.000-05:002012-11-13T16:21:07.511-05:00Fire In Your EyesStartled, I looked up and saw you standing in the doorway. I smiled warmly at you, I had missed you today. You didn't smile back, our eyes met. There was a fire in yours, a passion, a lust. I knew you wanted me. I knew you needed to take me, to fuck me. I stood up slowly from my chair, I could feel my body already starting to react. You stepped inside and closed the door behind you. Your gaze never left mine, so intense. I took a step forward, but you were faster. In two strides you were here, grabbing me roughly and pulling me to you. You kissed me hard, greedily, passionately. Gasp. Your hands are instantly all over my body. I'm helpless against you. I moan and sink deeper into your arms, wrapping my hands around your neck. You turn us around and push me back against the wall, hard. Your hand moves itself down between my legs. You push your hand against my sex and rub me. I push back hard against you. God, it feels so good. Your other hand grabs both of mine and you pulls them over my head, pinning them there. Your mouth grinds hard against mine. You possess me. I am yours. Your mouth breaks away moving along my jaw, alternately kissing and biting me. I raise my leg up and wrap it around you, trying to hold on. Your mouth reaches my ear and you hiss, "Leave your arms there, don't move them." I gasp again.<br />
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Your mouth makes its way down my neck, continuing to kiss and bite me. Your hand pulls the collar of my shirt aside and you bite me hard, marking me. I groan. I feel your lips pull into a smile at the sound. I can barely keep my arms over my head, I just want to touch you. I start to move them down. "Don't," you hiss and I freeze. Your hand at my cunt is still rubbing hard. God. If you keep that up you're going to make me cum. Your other hand moves down and pops open each button on my shirt, slowly, teasingly. Your tongue follows your hand, licking down the center of my chest. I arch my back a bit to press closer to you. Your hand is in my bra now, your fingers deftly moving around my nipple. I close my eyes and let my head fall back. Your fingers pull my breast from my bra cup and your mouth hungrily sucks at my nipple. Oh god. I can't take much more of this. I writhe against the wall. I know you love seeing me this way, at your mercy. You suck harder and roll my nipple between your teeth. I suck in my breath. Your hand at my cunt has found the button on my jeans. You pop it open with ease and pull down the zipper. Your hand slips inside and moves down into my panties. I'm so wet for you, so fucking wet. Your fingers push over my slit and suddenly delve deep inside me. I cry out at the intrusion, shock and pleasure. You gasp at my wetness as my pussy clenches around you. You remove your hand from my breast and down to your own pants. You quickly undo them just as you did mine. Your mouth moves down across my stomach as you start to kneel down in front of me. Your hand leaves my pussy just as quickly as it came. I moan at the loss. You roughly yank down my jeans and make me step out of them. I look down at you and watch your head moving close to my pussy. I can feel your hot breath on me. Your fingers reach inside my panties and pull them to one side. Your tongue flicks out and licks up my slit, my body trembles. You do it again, harder. I lean back into the wall to help me stay standing. You push my thighs apart and lick my pussy, pushing your tongue deep inside me, tasting me. Your fingers move up to find my clit.<br />
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I can't take this. "Please," I moan. "Oh god, fuck me, please fuck me." I hear you catch your breath. You stand up suddenly, your face at mine. "Is that what you want?" you ask menacingly. "You want me to fuck you?" "Oh yes, please, please fuck me." I whimper as your fingers circle around my clit faster. I'm so fucking close to cumming. Then you stop. Your hands grab my shoulders and you spin me around, pressing hard against me and into the wall. "Keep your hands on the wall," you hiss again. You pull my hips back and force my legs to follow. Your hands grab my panties and yank them down. I feel exposed, aroused. I can hear you removing your pants. I turn my head as far as head I can, and look at you. Your eyes are hungry, your hand is stroking your rock hard cock. God, what a sight. You move up close behind me and nudge my lips with the head of your cock. I need you inside me. You know I need you. With a growl, you push your cock into my pussy, hard. My fingernails claw the wall. You press in deep, holding me there, holding your cock deep inside me. Then you pull out and thrust in again, harder, fucking me. God. You're ramming in so deep, so hard. Your hands move around me and find my clit, my nipple. You rub me in little circles right over my clit, bringing me back up again. I push my ass back harder into you. You're fucking me so hard now, you're lifting me up off the ground each time you thrust your cock into me. I can't last. I can feel my pussy pulsing around you. I know you can feel it too from the groan you utter. Your hand moves faster against my clit. God. You're fucking me harder. That's it. God. I'm cumming. I'm cumming. I cry out your name and writhe against you. Oh god. Yes. Heat shoots through me and my cunt pulses around you. I buck my hips hard as waves of pleasure roll through me. You needed that, needed my surrender to you. You can't hold back any longer. You groan again and thrust hard, shooting your hot spunk deep inside me. You pulse and continue cumming deep inside me, filling me over and over. My hot wetness floods over you as you climax. You collapse against me as we both come down. We struggle to catch our breath and laugh a little, enjoying the euphoria of our fervent fucking.<script src="http://digg.com/tools/diggthis.js" type="text/javacript"></script>reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-45071118367342267692012-11-08T16:28:00.000-05:002012-11-08T16:28:09.428-05:00I was watching a tv reality show the other day called "Say Yes to the Dress" It is about soon to be brides buying their wedding dress. And during the show the brides tell a short story about how they met their soon to be husband. In this episode a woman came into the store who needed a dress for her wedding in a couple of months. She goes on to say that she has never met her groom. He lived on the other side of the country and they met online and fell in love. And the first time they meet, will be when she walks down the aisle.<br />
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Wow...What a leap of faith. Do you think you could ever do that? Is it possible to make a marriage work where you don't really know what that person is like in their everyday life? Or could it be better? Sometimes knowing someone only by computer and phone forces you to get to know the person on a deeper level. It really had me thinking since a lot of our lives is online. We meet people and know them before we have a chance to meet them. <br />
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Would love to know your thoughts.<script src="http://digg.com/tools/diggthis.js" type="text/javacript"></script>reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-22419650182797776522012-11-04T14:33:00.001-05:002012-11-04T14:33:40.634-05:00" the struggles make you stronger, and the changes make you wise, and happiness has it's own way of taking it's sweet time." <br />
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I found this quote and it spoke to me. I have to believe that these words hold true... <script src="http://digg.com/tools/diggthis.js" type="text/javacript"></script>reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-19090490040608893552012-11-01T20:57:00.000-04:002012-11-01T20:57:12.358-04:00UpdateHello everyone,<br />
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If there is anyone out there that will follow this... It has been almost 11 months or so that I have written anything here. I get from time to time emails asking what happen to me and if I am alright. Well...Im alright. I am still not working after losing my job last January. It has been tough financially and emotionally draining but I am hanging in there. I have not had much motivation to write but I miss my blogger friends. Especially "A Daughntless Journey" He has wisdom that I crave in a D/s relationship. <br />
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Anyway, I am not sure how much writting I will do but I have a few fantasy ideas for a story. I will work on them. Hope to hear from you (at least a few of you). <br />
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Love always<br />
Carrie <script src="http://digg.com/tools/diggthis.js" type="text/javacript"></script>reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-9090390589031232752012-01-17T12:58:00.002-05:002012-01-17T12:58:44.311-05:00Good Bye Old LifeHello everyone,<br />
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I am not sure if I can continue my blog much longer. My last day at work is tomorrow and I hate being on the computer at home. Then again, it might be all that I do. LOL. It has been so stressful not knowing what I am going to do about my job situation and now that the day is here I am not sure what I am going to do with very little income coming in.<br />
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So I am going to just put one foot in front of the other and tread the waters until I find a job or become homeless...Witch ever comes first. LOL<br />
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So this is the end of a chapter and hopefully the start of something great. Change is very hard for me so its hard for me to look forward and have a vision of something new. If I do not have any stories for a while I will still try to hop online and post my (hopefully improved) situation update<br />
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Love you all <br />
Carriereina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-30758115481218379272012-01-11T13:00:00.000-05:002012-01-11T13:00:10.927-05:00It's Time For UsI want you.<br />
I can't get enough of you.<br />
Let me touch you...<br />
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Lay back on the bed, I smile at you, watching you, seeing you filled with that same desire, that same urgent need, that consumes me too. Hours of flirting, hours of playful foreplay, brings us to this - you, in my bed, laid back, naked, watching me, waiting for me, wanting me to touch you, to tease you, to caress you, to fuck you.<br />
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I kiss you, hard, greedy, my lips caressing your lips, sliding, teasing, wet, as my tongue slips into your mouth, kissing you hungrily, wanting you, wanting, wanting, and wanting more...<br />
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Just seeing you like this, seeing what I do to you... your body moving against me, pushing, sliding, writhing sensually underneath me... you make me want you so much...<br />
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Is it time for us? Are you ready for us to move forward? Tell me you want me...Tell me how you want to fulfill all my fantasies... Just tell mereina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-67795729785959414352012-01-04T09:51:00.000-05:002012-01-04T09:51:01.202-05:00HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!<br />
I know it has been awhile since I have written, many of you have asked about me and how I am doing. The truth is the past few weeks life has thrown me curve ball after curve ball... but I feel my near future might be looking up for me. I cant write about it here, not yet anyway, but I think I have a plan that will turn things around for me soon. <br />
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In the meantime...My son broke his arm while playing in a bounce house a few days ago. So he is keeping me busy and since he cant write or do much with his right arm I am finding that things are a bit more hectic. But both kids seem to enjoy Christmas and had a nice New Years with their father (giving me some time off to enjoy the night) <br />
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So for now things are a bit stressful and I might not be writing much but I am always thinking of all of you and do keep up with your writings as well. <br />
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Be well with LOVE from me :-)reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-4449388367242855262011-12-29T12:45:00.000-05:002011-12-29T12:45:15.588-05:00A Quick ThoughtThe clothes lay scattered on the floor. The steam seeps out from behind the door and I tentatively place one hand inside. Deciding it's perfect, I slide the door the rest of the way open and step inside. The hot water hits my skin and I instantly relax. I stand for a moment and let the water hit my face. Running down over my shoulders, it swirls over my skin, gently pooling around my feet. Turning slowly, I let the heat permeate my body. My hair becomes quickly saturated and I let my hands smooth it down over my scalp. My eyes closed, my head back, I relax for a moment and think of you.reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-59406420686599566112011-12-13T09:42:00.000-05:002011-12-13T09:42:12.948-05:00Merry ChristmasI lay waiting for you under the tree. My hair down around my shoulders, my body propped on one elbow, two bows strategically placed around me. I wait for you, hoping you come to me soon, waiting to feel your touch to warm my skin on this cold morning.<br />
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I anticipate your touch. I wait to feel your hands sliding through my hair. I wait to feel your lips press against mine drawing the passion from me. I wait for your fingers to slip down and untie the bows, to feel your fingertips caress my skin. I wait for the moment in which we surrender to each other. In this moment the passion will break free, a hunger in need. I wait for the feeling of your body pressed against mine, your hands and lips devouring me. I want you to feel to heat between my thighs, the ache and desire that waits for you. I want you to feel how wet I am just thinking about you here with me. <br />
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I will wait for you, come this Christmas...reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-53186756392663456382011-12-08T14:01:00.002-05:002011-12-08T14:01:49.942-05:00I Need HelpI am heading up the biggest fundraiser of the year for my daughters dance group. It is their Annual Showcase. We need to raise $30,000 this year and this event helps put a big dent in that number. We currently have $11,000 so as you can see we need a lot of help. <br />
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What I need is new ideas. I need to do low cost (close to free as possible) fundraising ideas to do at the show. So if you have an idea or steal one from a event that you have attending...I'm all ears. <br />
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Thank you for your help...reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-2758179092926946252011-12-06T12:31:00.002-05:002011-12-06T12:31:37.240-05:00Office WarI was told yesterday that my job hours and pay will be cut in half starting January 2ed. After 8 years with this company and putting up with my bipolar boss, I cant believe this is how I am being treated. It seems just as I start to get ahead in life something or someone take it away. <br />
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But here is the kicker. My other boss, the CFO wrote the big boss a letter saying what an ass he is. Spelling out that his hate for me is just because he likes being a bully to me. And all that he said about people not thinking I am nice is bull shit since he had never gotten a single complaint about my work or my attitude. He really stood up for me...telling the boss how sweet I was and a hard worker. And that saving the company 20k a year is nothing and he needed to cut back on his 40k a month spending on his personal shit. <br />
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So, I don't know if that will change anything but I am kicking it into high gear to find another job. <br />
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Hope none of you mind me venting here but it is the big reason why I haven't written much lately. Thanks for listening...reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-63081269140116165982011-12-02T15:20:00.000-05:002011-12-02T15:20:55.395-05:00Daughter Troubles AgainFor most kids, Christmas is an exciting time of year. They love to decorate and enjoy doing holiday stuff with the family. Of course by the 25th of December they are jumping out of their skin, cant wait to open their gifts. <br />
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For my daughter this is especally true. She is such a sweet girl and loves spending time with her family and loves to decorate the tree and the house. And at age (almost 15) I think this is a rear thing for a teenager so why is her father so determand to do things with out her. He and his two other kids put up a tree and decorated the in and outside of the house. My daughter came home the the other day almost in tears that he didnt wait for her to get home from dance class and then my house. (She stays with him 3 nights a week so its not like he only sees her once a month) <br />
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I really feel sorry for her. She wants to love her father and his family but he makes it so hard for her to do that and ends up just hurting her feelings. <br />
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Well, the other day I let her and her brother pick out a tree, decorate it and this weekend we are going to local park that is decorated in Christmas lights. It should be a lot of fun. <br />
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Hope you all have a wonderful weekend...reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-4542702391578195672011-11-28T11:52:00.000-05:002011-11-28T11:52:01.555-05:00Submitting"Come here. "<br />
You watch me walk toward you, my head down. Knowing it's how you like me to be, submissive, willing to do what you ask. I come to stand in front of you and you look me over. My body wants to give you a night of pleasure. You step forward a bit and breathe me in. It makes you internally groan at the anticipation of what you are about to do. You walk around behind me letting your fingers trail across my shoulder and neck. My breathing harder now. Your hands drifts over my shoulder and down my naked back, I moan softly... "Sit on the chair," You whisper in my ear. I comply eagerly and sit in the hard wooden chair next to where your standing. Still behind me, running your fingers through my hair then pull on it hard. "Do you want it, slut?" you inquire a bit menacingly, "Do you want to be my filthy whore?" "Yes Master," I whisper, "Let me be your whore, your slut, your dirty girl" I can feel the heat between my legs growing as I sit here.<br />
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You step back from me and reach into the drawer and pull out restraints. You put them on nice and tight. I feel them tighten if I try to move too much. I love feeling of being restrained, I love the feel of helplessness, the feeling of submission. <br />
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What will you do to me next? Maybe you will force me to give you head. To hold my head, as I am restrained, onto your hard throbbing cock....Maybe you will just play with every hole? Tease me with your mouth and fingers....Maybe you will give me a soapy sponge bath. The feel of the warm water being poured over me. Letting the water to only touch me... Perhaps, you will let another woman in and you tell her what you want to see her do to me? <br />
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Any of these situations turn you on?reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-21616479507727586402011-11-23T09:38:00.002-05:002011-11-23T09:38:19.805-05:00Happy ThanksGivingThere has been such hardship this past year in my life. Emotionally and financially. But I would like to give Thanks to all the people who follow my blog, my new and old friends, and most of my family who have given me love and support this year. I do see light at the end of this very long tunnel and I am grateful for that. <br />
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I am learning valuable lessons and working hard on my strategies on how to achieve my goals. I have learned that to get what you want you have to go after it....Being a submissive woman sometimes makes it hard for me to do that. My personality does not always allow that but as my submissive journey continues I am going to try this up coming year to work out those differences. <br />
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Please have a safe and warming Thanksgiving. I will think of all of you and wish you all thanks for your loving support.reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-60447320466310393402011-11-22T09:12:00.000-05:002011-11-22T09:12:02.903-05:00I Want YouCan you see how much I want you? <br />
I can’t control myself around you. <br />
Just the scent of you arouses me. <br />
I want you. <br />
I need you. <br />
Fuck me. <br />
Please fuck me. <br />
Don’t wait for me to ask. <br />
If you want me, take me. <br />
I always want you. <br />
I want you all over me. <br />
I want your hands, your lips, your body, on mine. <br />
Fuck me. <br />
Use me. <br />
Take me for your own pleasure.reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-51344866130517642852011-11-17T13:52:00.003-05:002011-11-17T13:57:04.360-05:00Some ThoughtsSome people cant take NO for an answer. My ex keeps calling and texting me asking me to go out with him. That he loves me and talks about how he misses the sex. The more he talks about it the more turned off I get. It is really hard to trust what he says and he seems to think it is me pushing him away and I am the one with the issues...the truth is, maybe he is right but all I want is honesty from him. I want a man who cares not only for me but for my kids and respects my family. <br />
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My biggest thing is Trust. I love being able to talk openly and feel a connection when talking to that someone special. I want to feel like I care all that happens to him and enjoy his life journey. The good and the bad. <br />
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I know I write about my sexual fantasies and as most of you know that most of my stories are based on truth but in reality if the chemistry isn't there and the connection isnt just right the fantasies will always be fantasies. <br />
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Have a wonderful day....reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-71272947002475529372011-11-11T10:11:00.000-05:002011-11-11T10:11:18.233-05:00Happy Veterans DayThis shall remain the land of the free only so long as it is the home of the brave. -Elmer Davisreina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-83098007353149460322011-11-08T12:45:00.000-05:002011-11-08T12:45:42.494-05:00I Can Feel YouDo you have any idea how much I want you right now? How much I want to feel your hands sliding over my body? Feel your lips on mine? Your body pressed against me? I'm thinking about that right now. You. Your body. Your hands. Your lips. Your tongue. My own hands are acting as yours, sliding over me. I'm touching myself as you would, letting them caress my arms. My eyes are closed as I feel my fingers drift across my breasts. I want you. My fingertips gently tease my nipples as I feel my heartbeat quicken. My nipples grow hard under my touch. I roll them between my fingers, moaning softly at the feelings they produce. They are so sensitive. You know that though. You know how it makes me writhe under you when you suck on them and bite them. You know the pleasure it brings me, the feelings in my cunt. I pinch them harder, feeling you in place of my fingers. I let my other hand move across my belly. The anticipation I feel when you do this to me. Will you touch me? Will you tease me? I move my hand down my thighs, feeling your hand spreading them. I let them fall open and caress the insides of my thighs. Just the soft touch of fingertips on my skin. I pinch my other nipple harder, moaning as I do. I see you there, propped above me, watching me as you give me pleasure, loving the look on my face, the movements of my body. I know you love that.<br />
My fingertips move up my thighs. I want this, I need this. My fingers gently slide up my slit. I am so wet for you. You know how wet I get when you touch me like this. I spread my wetness up to my clit and gently rub, such intensity. My eyes close tighter, my breath quicker. You love this, finding my hard little button and circling it, watching me become helpless to your touch. I let my fingers slide back down my slit and tease my pussy lips, touching them softly. I am so ready for you. I open myself and slowly slide two fingers inside. I'm so warm and wet. I slide my fingers in and out, feeling them stroke me. Feeling your fingers as I do. Feeling them touch me in the way I love. I slide them out and bring them up to my lips. My tongue slides up my fingers, licking my juices off, tasting me. I know how much you love my taste. I know how much you love licking me off you. I move my hand back down and spread my saliva over my clit. I rub again, a bit harder this time. I can't wait much longer. This teasing is too much. I want to cum for you. My other hand moves down along my belly. I can feel you sliding down my body until I feel your hot breath on my pussy. My fingers slide back inside me. I curl them forward to find my spot. My back arches up as I feel your tongue on me. My fingers rub faster. I can see you there, your face buried in my pussy, looking up at me and smiling. You know how much pleasure you bring me. My fingers stroke in and out, curling forward each time, pressing into me. I know it's what you want, to see me like this, masturbating for you. My fingers move in tight little circles as I stroke myself. Pushing three fingers inside, filling me. My head falls back as I arch my back higher. It's too much, not enough. I push my fingers in deeper, fucking myself with them. I can feel my pussy tighten around them, starting to pulse. Bring me there. I press harder with my fingers as I feel the warmth spreading through me. Bring me over the edge. I can feel your body moving with me, willing me to cum for you. I know you want that, for me to cum on your face, your tongue, your lips. My fingers move with you. Pushing deeper, rubbing harder. The pleasure is growing, blossoming out from my touch. Rubbing faster. It's there. I moan your name as I feel the release wash over me. A white hot pleasure crashing into me. My cunt pulses around my fingers, your fingers, making them so very wet, throbbing hard. Such amazing sensations, such release. My breathing is ragged as I come down. Feeling you in me, over me, through me, I relax at the thought, wishing you were here.reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-29093912454337397012011-11-04T12:48:00.000-04:002011-11-04T12:48:09.452-04:00I Need to VentThis post might be a bit gross... I work in a very small office. That consists of the President, the CFO and myself. I seem to always have issues with the big boss but over the last couple of days I have had issues with the other one. Now, I don't mind if people telling me personal things, I don't mind if they tell me about their aliments. But 3 days ago this guy tells me how he wasn't feeling well. He said how he was unable to have a bowel movement. That he has been pushing and pushing and nothing was happening. Yesterday he came in...And tells me he no longer has the pushing issue but he had the runs. He kept going into the bathroom and when he came out he went into great detail about what was happening to him. He finally went home early THANK GOD...Well today I got to hear how he was feeling better but now his ass is sore and how he had hemorrhoids. How there was some sort of bubble and had to use medication to take down the swelling (I have no idea about what this is about) Then to top it off he tells me how bad his gas is...OMG. who tells people this? <br />
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Now...don't you think this was way too much information? Especially to an employee? I have never been so grossed out. I get a lot of comments about how detailed I am in my writing but this was beyond detail. I learned stuff about him and bodily functions more then I would ever care to know. <br />
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ok...Thanks for listening.reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-20530388926801426492011-11-02T10:56:00.002-04:002011-11-02T10:56:32.806-04:00I Need ThisWe're against the wall... your body pressed against mine... kissing you sensually... our lips sliding together, our tongues caressing... my thighs wrapped tightly around you, clinging onto you, keeping your cock deep inside me... You haven't cum yet, still holding back your orgasm, wanting more... and your so hard inside me, so erect... I'm trembling, kissing you greedily, my pussy so wet around your cock, my juices dripping down your penis, dribbling over your balls, running down the inside of my thighs... My orgasm still lingering, small aftershocks pulsing through my body... my pussy squeezing around your cock, sucking on it...<br />
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"I want you to cum..." I gasp, "I want you to cum for me..."<br />
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"Not yet..." you whisper, feeling your erection throbbing inside me at my request, knowing how easily you could succumb, "I want to fuck you from behind... I want you to... ohhh... want you to bend over the back of the couch for me..."<br />
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You slip slowly out from inside me, my wetness dripping from my pussy as you slide out, kissing me again softly... I look down your body, seeing your penis so erect, so hard... dripping wet from my juices... as you move back from me, I smile at you, sliding down your body, my hands running down your chest, your belly... kneeling down in front of you <br />
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I take your erect cock in my hand, stroking you, caressing you... you moan as you feel my fingers slipping easily up and down your length, still wet from me... I can feel your cock throbbing... I know your holding it back... and I smile up at you, opening my lips... and take your cock into my mouth...<br />
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You groan..." god that feels so fucking good." Your hands sliding through my hair... my lips are wrapped around your erect penis, sucking, lapping at your erection with my tongue... my hands sliding around your ass... pulling you deeper into my mouth... I know you want to cum but you refuse to let this end.... pulling me up to face you again... kissing me greedily... tasting yourself on my lips, my tongue... and you turn me around... and push me over the back of the couch...<br />
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"I need to fuck you so much..." you tug my skirt up around my waist, pulling the crotch of my panties to one side... and you cant wait any longer... "I need to be inside you..." I feel your swollen head skidding against the lips of my pussy... and you grip my hips... and thrust your cock... hard... deep into my wet swollen pussy... god... all the way inside me... Thrusting deeper and deeper into me... ohhhh god... You start to fuck me... god it feels so good... I'm dripping down your cock... pushing back against you... wanting you deeper... needing to be fucked... ohhh god...<br />
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You can't hold it back much longer... you grab my wrists... pulling them behind my back.... holding me there... ramming into me hard now... pounding your erect cock again and again into my dripping wet pussy... fucking me... ohhh god fucking me... your other hand slides up to my hair... taking a handful in your fist... pulling me back hard... leaning over me... thrusting your cock deeper into my pussy as I feel your breath on my neck... biting me... biting my neck as your cock rams into me from behind... again and again and again... and you pull my head back further... kissing me greedily... my lips sliding over yours as your tongue slides into my open mouth... fuck I'm so close... god I'm gasping with each thrust... trembling now... I can't take this... I'm gonna cum... and your cock is pounding into me hard... fucking me... and fucking me... god.... god that's it... and my body convulses... my juices splashing down your thrusting cock as you start to cum also.reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-75371927924953699472011-11-01T10:42:00.000-04:002011-11-01T10:42:02.905-04:00StrangeOk...I have got to tell someone... You all know my boss is crazy, I have spoken about him many times. This morning my office (consists of 2 people) has our heads spinning. My boss has the new I Phone 4S and there is an app called friend finder. Basically, we can look up exactly where he is at all times as long as his phone is with him. So today... Anthony ( He is the one actually tracking his whereabouts) followed him from his house, to the bank, he circled the parking lot like 12 times, ended up at the edge of a lake, walked back to his car, and came into the office. Hmmm, a little strange don't you think? What is he doing at a lake for like 2 minutes. <br />
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Anyway, I guess we will be having fun with his new IPhone. LOL <br />
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Did I tell you all that he was once considered a suspect in his wife's murder? It turned out she was killed by her doctor boyfriend...But my boss could have prevented her death and choose not to help her. But that is another story. But does make for a great Halloween tale. <br />
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I told you all he was CRAZY. Please I need a job...reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7417052401389314290.post-14975145640400021922011-10-31T15:01:00.002-04:002011-10-31T15:04:44.057-04:00BOO!HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!<br />
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Tonight is my Son's favorite night of the year with exception of Christmas Eve. He has been ready for weeks. His costume is almost worn out from being worn so much over the past weeks. So rain or not (And there has been a lot of rain lately) we will be out trick or treating. <br />
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This weekend we got 8 inches of rain but it was actually a nice weekend with the kids. My daughter performed at a Halloween concert. <a href="http://"><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HoVVfvh66oE"></a><br />
</a>And my son was invited to a pizza making party. That was a lot of fun. Yesterday afternoon was a nice rainy afternoon watching horror movies on the tv. <br />
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HoVVfvh66oE - My daughter's performance. She is the one with the long black wig on<br />
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Enjoy your evening.reina(RT)http://www.blogger.com/profile/18012531638448146973noreply@blogger.com0