My Submissive Journey
Journal of my exploration into the domination submission world of D/s and how I struggle between my submissive heart and my logical feminist mind that tells me submission is wrong while my body and heart tell me it is sooooh right!
Monday, July 1, 2013
Partnership Story
Below is a story that was written by 2 people. The first half is my new Dom and the 2ed half was written by me. He wanted me to end the story for him. What do you think? I will soon write about my new relationship but for now this story will have to due in deciding what kind of person he his...
You answer the knock at the door wearing a bathrobe and a smile, hiding slightly behind the door as he gently kisses you hello and you open the door inviting him in.
He closes the door behind him then turn to you and kisses you slowly and passionately. Grabbing the back of your neck massaging you.
Suddenly you find yourself pinned against the wall cheek flush on the wall as he spreads your legs wider with his legs. He is kissing the back of your neck and down towards you ear. You feel the hot breathe whispering into your ear about how hard he's going to make you cum. He's very slow sensual and deliberate.
As he kisses you and holds you against the wall he unties the robe and slides it off your shoulders kissing them and moving your body side to side dragging your nipples across the walls surface making them even harder. When they are dragged across the wall you feel constant pressure and your nipples respond with their approval.
He pulls your hail back arching your back and resting your head on his shoulder stopping to see your erect nipples and the look of desire on your face. Kisses you gently and his left fingers caress your body with the fingertips. Across your chest down the front lingering along your belly button as he kisses you. Your arm instinctively moves around his neck as you kiss deeper.
He finds your pussy and as his hand passes over it your moan and quiver and his response is to pinch your nipple and clit at the same time while kissing you
You're having trouble breathing and your beginning to crave him more than you ever thought possible as his finger gently begins massaging your clit
Here you are knees wobbly. Your clit in ecstasy as he holds your legs apart with his while kissing you
He takes his soaked fingers and holds them to your lips so you can smell and taste yourself. So clean and sweet.
At this moment he has you and you find yourself only wanting to please.
(Mine)
My eyes flicked at you. Im not surprised to see how much lust was visible. I could tell by your voice when you say my name in my ear. It is strong and dangerous. My hand reaches behind me and I draw you closer. I needed to feel you. I needed to feel all of you.
Coming closer, you reach your hands around me, bringing them up along my sides. Sighing softly, I leaned back into you. My hands pulled against your hips, bringing your already erect naked cock hard against my ass. Your lips found my neck, softly kissing it as you breathed heavily against it. Our bodies began to move. We swayed together as your hands began to explore. Your hands find my breasts, firm and full at your touch. I melt into you. My hands reach behind me, rubbing your cock. I could feel your pulse as my hands work over you. Our breathing becomes heavier and our movements more frantic.
It is a need now, a need to fuck.
Your hands pinch my nipples hard, rolling them between your fingers as I gasped. You let go of one breast and moved your hand down across my belly and find my aching clit. My knees buckle a little as your fingers rub against me. Our breathing turn more rapid as we writhed together, feeling the need growing.
I need to fuck... You thrust your hips deep into my awaiting pussy. I cried out as I feel you fill me and start to fuck me. I had been needing this. I rock my ass up against you, trying to help you reach even deeper. Your body crushes mine as your cock pounds hard into my dripping pussy. My pussy pulses hard around you, needing you, wanting you harder, faster, deeper. My body tenses as I feel my orgasm growing. I can't hold it back. It's too urgent of a need, to fuck and be fucked. I feel my body tense, my insides swelling around your hard cock. My body is starting to shake as I let go of all passion built up inside me...
Saturday, April 13, 2013
I Surrender
I love being submissive to you. Helpless to your intent to have your way with me. You love me like this, and you know I want to be taken, for you to be rough with me, You can't resist - You love it when I'm like this, when I want you to just fuck me, hard, any way you please. And I surrender control to you.
I know how you want me dressed - a tight, form-fitting top, a short skirt; small white panties, bare legs; maybe some sexy heels. As you come into the room, I smile at you; Bend over the back of the sofa, displaying my ass to you. As you move closer to me, I slid my arms behind my back, crossing them at the wrist. You slip a silk scarf out of your trouser pocket, and wrap it around my wrists, tightly, tying a firm knot. I can feel the pressure of the silk on my wrists - it's tight enough that I can not free myself, even if I wanted to. Bent over the sofa like this, my wrists tied tightly, I am on display for you, and you know that I am helpless.
You could fuck me like this - seeing me like this arouses you so much, it's difficult for you to resist sliding your erection deep inside me, fucking me hard just like this, over the back of the sofa. Tonight though, you want more. Right now you just want to touch me. Feeling your cock growing hard in your pants as you slide your hand up my back, taking hold of my top, tugging it up my body, your fingers caressing my back, pulling my top all the way up, over my breasts, until it's bunched up under my arms. You move closer then, pressing yourself against my ass, leaning over me, sliding your hands underneath me to cup my breasts, squeezing, caressing, stroking gently, feeling my nipples harden.
I'm wriggling against you now, trying to push myself back against you, knowing your'll be erect, but you pull away slowly, watching me wriggling, wanting you, needing you. Your so turned on by that, you tug my short skirt up to my waist, looking down at my panties, sliding your fingers up the inside of my thigh, until you reach the crotch. They're already damp - You need to touch me - You tug my panties to one side, your fingers finding my pussy - I'm so wet, so deliciously wet- You slide your fingers between the swollen lips of my pussy, drifting between them, parting them, getting your fingers wet, spreading that wetness to my clit, stroking rhythmically, round and round... I gasp, a little shudder rippling through me, and you can't resist - you slide your fingers into my pussy, and I gasp again, a small flood of my wetness dribbling from me, down your hand, as you slide your fingers deep inside me...
It's clear I can't take much of this - I need to cum, and your so turned on now - my wrists still tied, You pull me up from the back of the sofa, and lead me to the bed, pushing me quite roughly onto my hands and knees - I can hear you undressing, pulling off your shirt, tugging down your trousers and boxers. Your naked, but I know I'm not to look - I wait on the bed for agonising seconds, on my knees, my wrists still tied behind my back, my head laid on the bed, my ass still presented to you, wanting to be taken, hard.
You slide onto the bed behind me, naked now, Your hands moving up my back once again cupping my breasts. Stroking my naked breasts, caressing my erect nipples, pressed against me from behind - and I can feel your hot, hard erection pressing against my skirt, rubbing against me.
I beg you to fuck me, to make me cum, and once again you can't resist - you tug up my skirt again, this time pulling my wet panties down my thighs, tugging them off. You move close behind me - I can feel your hard cock sliding between my bare buttocks now, moving against me, your hands back at my breasts, stroking, squeezing, caressing - and your so turned on now, and you need to fuck me - You slide the head of your swollen cock down my wet slit, and you push, slowly, inch by inch, inside my dripping wet pussy, sliding your hard cock deep inside me, until I feel you filling me, all the way inside me, my pussy squeezing and caressing your erection, my wetness dripping down the length of your cock.
And you start to fuck me, long and hard, thrusting harder, deeper, and with each thrust I slam myself back onto your throbbing erection, feeling your cock thrusting harder and harder, my pussy splashing around your cock with each long thrust, my wetness dripping from my sex, onto the bed, your belly slapping against my bare ass with each thrust of your cock inside me, your hand pushing my head down onto the bed, holding me there, not letting me move.
You can't take much of this - and neither can I - You feel me start to cum, my body trembling, starting to convulse - it's going to trigger your own orgasm - You grab a handful of my hair, tugging my head back hard, leaning over me to kiss me on the lips, your tongue sliding deep into my mouth, and as you kiss me, sensually, urgently, I can't hold it back any longer - I push back hard onto your thrusting cock, shuddering frantically, my wetness streaming down your cock as I start to cum, so hard, crying out with intense pleasure, my wet pussy engulfing your cock - and as I cum, you do too, groaning intensely, your cock swelling, throbbing, pulsing so hard - your spunk suddenly spurting deep into me, spurt after spurt of hot cum, flooding deep inside me, filling me, again and again as we cum together, our bodies locked in orgasm, so intense, so intimate, so delicious...
I know how you want me dressed - a tight, form-fitting top, a short skirt; small white panties, bare legs; maybe some sexy heels. As you come into the room, I smile at you; Bend over the back of the sofa, displaying my ass to you. As you move closer to me, I slid my arms behind my back, crossing them at the wrist. You slip a silk scarf out of your trouser pocket, and wrap it around my wrists, tightly, tying a firm knot. I can feel the pressure of the silk on my wrists - it's tight enough that I can not free myself, even if I wanted to. Bent over the sofa like this, my wrists tied tightly, I am on display for you, and you know that I am helpless.
You could fuck me like this - seeing me like this arouses you so much, it's difficult for you to resist sliding your erection deep inside me, fucking me hard just like this, over the back of the sofa. Tonight though, you want more. Right now you just want to touch me. Feeling your cock growing hard in your pants as you slide your hand up my back, taking hold of my top, tugging it up my body, your fingers caressing my back, pulling my top all the way up, over my breasts, until it's bunched up under my arms. You move closer then, pressing yourself against my ass, leaning over me, sliding your hands underneath me to cup my breasts, squeezing, caressing, stroking gently, feeling my nipples harden.
I'm wriggling against you now, trying to push myself back against you, knowing your'll be erect, but you pull away slowly, watching me wriggling, wanting you, needing you. Your so turned on by that, you tug my short skirt up to my waist, looking down at my panties, sliding your fingers up the inside of my thigh, until you reach the crotch. They're already damp - You need to touch me - You tug my panties to one side, your fingers finding my pussy - I'm so wet, so deliciously wet- You slide your fingers between the swollen lips of my pussy, drifting between them, parting them, getting your fingers wet, spreading that wetness to my clit, stroking rhythmically, round and round... I gasp, a little shudder rippling through me, and you can't resist - you slide your fingers into my pussy, and I gasp again, a small flood of my wetness dribbling from me, down your hand, as you slide your fingers deep inside me...
It's clear I can't take much of this - I need to cum, and your so turned on now - my wrists still tied, You pull me up from the back of the sofa, and lead me to the bed, pushing me quite roughly onto my hands and knees - I can hear you undressing, pulling off your shirt, tugging down your trousers and boxers. Your naked, but I know I'm not to look - I wait on the bed for agonising seconds, on my knees, my wrists still tied behind my back, my head laid on the bed, my ass still presented to you, wanting to be taken, hard.
You slide onto the bed behind me, naked now, Your hands moving up my back once again cupping my breasts. Stroking my naked breasts, caressing my erect nipples, pressed against me from behind - and I can feel your hot, hard erection pressing against my skirt, rubbing against me.
I beg you to fuck me, to make me cum, and once again you can't resist - you tug up my skirt again, this time pulling my wet panties down my thighs, tugging them off. You move close behind me - I can feel your hard cock sliding between my bare buttocks now, moving against me, your hands back at my breasts, stroking, squeezing, caressing - and your so turned on now, and you need to fuck me - You slide the head of your swollen cock down my wet slit, and you push, slowly, inch by inch, inside my dripping wet pussy, sliding your hard cock deep inside me, until I feel you filling me, all the way inside me, my pussy squeezing and caressing your erection, my wetness dripping down the length of your cock.
And you start to fuck me, long and hard, thrusting harder, deeper, and with each thrust I slam myself back onto your throbbing erection, feeling your cock thrusting harder and harder, my pussy splashing around your cock with each long thrust, my wetness dripping from my sex, onto the bed, your belly slapping against my bare ass with each thrust of your cock inside me, your hand pushing my head down onto the bed, holding me there, not letting me move.
You can't take much of this - and neither can I - You feel me start to cum, my body trembling, starting to convulse - it's going to trigger your own orgasm - You grab a handful of my hair, tugging my head back hard, leaning over me to kiss me on the lips, your tongue sliding deep into my mouth, and as you kiss me, sensually, urgently, I can't hold it back any longer - I push back hard onto your thrusting cock, shuddering frantically, my wetness streaming down your cock as I start to cum, so hard, crying out with intense pleasure, my wet pussy engulfing your cock - and as I cum, you do too, groaning intensely, your cock swelling, throbbing, pulsing so hard - your spunk suddenly spurting deep into me, spurt after spurt of hot cum, flooding deep inside me, filling me, again and again as we cum together, our bodies locked in orgasm, so intense, so intimate, so delicious...
Sunday, March 17, 2013
Its the End of a Long Day
I've had a long day today and I want nothing less than to relax. I turn on my computer and see what you have posted today. You're asking for my story. My fantasy. Interesting. I've been thinking about you, a lot lately. Would you fulfill my every need? Would you touch me the way I like to be touched, spank me the way I like to be spanked, fill me with every inch of your cock - ramming it in over and over? I think you would. Just thinking how you would tease me has me wet. I am reaching down into my panties now which are already beginning to get wet. Can you see me? I run my fingertips over the lips of my pussy feeling my slickness. So nice. Gently, I push a finger inside me, I'm so hot inside. My pussy begins to throb with desire as I think about you watching me. Would you like that? To watch me masturbate? I move my fingers up to my clit and begin to move them in a circular motion, teasing my hard nub. You're touching yourself now aren't you? Touching your hard cock as it grows. Wrapping your hand around it, stroking the long hard shaft. Watching me is turning you on. My other hand pushes my shirt up and my bra down. I encircled my nipple with my fingers and roll it between my fingertips. I want to feel your wet tongue on my nipples, your teeth biting them. Oh yes. My fingers are working harder now... gasping... My pussy is so wet for you. You're working it harder now too, aren't you? My juices are wetting my thighs now. I am rubbing my clit hard, so wet with my juices. I want to feel your cock inside me, pushing at me, ramming it in. I am so close. My fingers... oh god... feel so good...can you see me? so hot for you... so wet for you....gushing...my legs tense... can you feel it... can you feel my pussy tighten... my back is arched now...pushing my fingers inside me... ohhhhhhh...fucking myself with my fingers... my hand on my clit... rubbing...I'm coming.... fuck me now... hard... ahhhhhhhhh YES ohhhhhhhhh... fuck yes... ohhhhhh... pussy clenching... pulsing...breathing heavy... body shaking... Now thats how to end a day
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Fire In Your Eyes
Startled, I looked up and saw you standing in the doorway. I smiled warmly at you, I had missed you today. You didn't smile back, our eyes met. There was a fire in yours, a passion, a lust. I knew you wanted me. I knew you needed to take me, to fuck me. I stood up slowly from my chair, I could feel my body already starting to react. You stepped inside and closed the door behind you. Your gaze never left mine, so intense. I took a step forward, but you were faster. In two strides you were here, grabbing me roughly and pulling me to you. You kissed me hard, greedily, passionately. Gasp. Your hands are instantly all over my body. I'm helpless against you. I moan and sink deeper into your arms, wrapping my hands around your neck. You turn us around and push me back against the wall, hard. Your hand moves itself down between my legs. You push your hand against my sex and rub me. I push back hard against you. God, it feels so good. Your other hand grabs both of mine and you pulls them over my head, pinning them there. Your mouth grinds hard against mine. You possess me. I am yours. Your mouth breaks away moving along my jaw, alternately kissing and biting me. I raise my leg up and wrap it around you, trying to hold on. Your mouth reaches my ear and you hiss, "Leave your arms there, don't move them." I gasp again.
Your mouth makes its way down my neck, continuing to kiss and bite me. Your hand pulls the collar of my shirt aside and you bite me hard, marking me. I groan. I feel your lips pull into a smile at the sound. I can barely keep my arms over my head, I just want to touch you. I start to move them down. "Don't," you hiss and I freeze. Your hand at my cunt is still rubbing hard. God. If you keep that up you're going to make me cum. Your other hand moves down and pops open each button on my shirt, slowly, teasingly. Your tongue follows your hand, licking down the center of my chest. I arch my back a bit to press closer to you. Your hand is in my bra now, your fingers deftly moving around my nipple. I close my eyes and let my head fall back. Your fingers pull my breast from my bra cup and your mouth hungrily sucks at my nipple. Oh god. I can't take much more of this. I writhe against the wall. I know you love seeing me this way, at your mercy. You suck harder and roll my nipple between your teeth. I suck in my breath. Your hand at my cunt has found the button on my jeans. You pop it open with ease and pull down the zipper. Your hand slips inside and moves down into my panties. I'm so wet for you, so fucking wet. Your fingers push over my slit and suddenly delve deep inside me. I cry out at the intrusion, shock and pleasure. You gasp at my wetness as my pussy clenches around you. You remove your hand from my breast and down to your own pants. You quickly undo them just as you did mine. Your mouth moves down across my stomach as you start to kneel down in front of me. Your hand leaves my pussy just as quickly as it came. I moan at the loss. You roughly yank down my jeans and make me step out of them. I look down at you and watch your head moving close to my pussy. I can feel your hot breath on me. Your fingers reach inside my panties and pull them to one side. Your tongue flicks out and licks up my slit, my body trembles. You do it again, harder. I lean back into the wall to help me stay standing. You push my thighs apart and lick my pussy, pushing your tongue deep inside me, tasting me. Your fingers move up to find my clit.
I can't take this. "Please," I moan. "Oh god, fuck me, please fuck me." I hear you catch your breath. You stand up suddenly, your face at mine. "Is that what you want?" you ask menacingly. "You want me to fuck you?" "Oh yes, please, please fuck me." I whimper as your fingers circle around my clit faster. I'm so fucking close to cumming. Then you stop. Your hands grab my shoulders and you spin me around, pressing hard against me and into the wall. "Keep your hands on the wall," you hiss again. You pull my hips back and force my legs to follow. Your hands grab my panties and yank them down. I feel exposed, aroused. I can hear you removing your pants. I turn my head as far as head I can, and look at you. Your eyes are hungry, your hand is stroking your rock hard cock. God, what a sight. You move up close behind me and nudge my lips with the head of your cock. I need you inside me. You know I need you. With a growl, you push your cock into my pussy, hard. My fingernails claw the wall. You press in deep, holding me there, holding your cock deep inside me. Then you pull out and thrust in again, harder, fucking me. God. You're ramming in so deep, so hard. Your hands move around me and find my clit, my nipple. You rub me in little circles right over my clit, bringing me back up again. I push my ass back harder into you. You're fucking me so hard now, you're lifting me up off the ground each time you thrust your cock into me. I can't last. I can feel my pussy pulsing around you. I know you can feel it too from the groan you utter. Your hand moves faster against my clit. God. You're fucking me harder. That's it. God. I'm cumming. I'm cumming. I cry out your name and writhe against you. Oh god. Yes. Heat shoots through me and my cunt pulses around you. I buck my hips hard as waves of pleasure roll through me. You needed that, needed my surrender to you. You can't hold back any longer. You groan again and thrust hard, shooting your hot spunk deep inside me. You pulse and continue cumming deep inside me, filling me over and over. My hot wetness floods over you as you climax. You collapse against me as we both come down. We struggle to catch our breath and laugh a little, enjoying the euphoria of our fervent fucking.
Your mouth makes its way down my neck, continuing to kiss and bite me. Your hand pulls the collar of my shirt aside and you bite me hard, marking me. I groan. I feel your lips pull into a smile at the sound. I can barely keep my arms over my head, I just want to touch you. I start to move them down. "Don't," you hiss and I freeze. Your hand at my cunt is still rubbing hard. God. If you keep that up you're going to make me cum. Your other hand moves down and pops open each button on my shirt, slowly, teasingly. Your tongue follows your hand, licking down the center of my chest. I arch my back a bit to press closer to you. Your hand is in my bra now, your fingers deftly moving around my nipple. I close my eyes and let my head fall back. Your fingers pull my breast from my bra cup and your mouth hungrily sucks at my nipple. Oh god. I can't take much more of this. I writhe against the wall. I know you love seeing me this way, at your mercy. You suck harder and roll my nipple between your teeth. I suck in my breath. Your hand at my cunt has found the button on my jeans. You pop it open with ease and pull down the zipper. Your hand slips inside and moves down into my panties. I'm so wet for you, so fucking wet. Your fingers push over my slit and suddenly delve deep inside me. I cry out at the intrusion, shock and pleasure. You gasp at my wetness as my pussy clenches around you. You remove your hand from my breast and down to your own pants. You quickly undo them just as you did mine. Your mouth moves down across my stomach as you start to kneel down in front of me. Your hand leaves my pussy just as quickly as it came. I moan at the loss. You roughly yank down my jeans and make me step out of them. I look down at you and watch your head moving close to my pussy. I can feel your hot breath on me. Your fingers reach inside my panties and pull them to one side. Your tongue flicks out and licks up my slit, my body trembles. You do it again, harder. I lean back into the wall to help me stay standing. You push my thighs apart and lick my pussy, pushing your tongue deep inside me, tasting me. Your fingers move up to find my clit.
I can't take this. "Please," I moan. "Oh god, fuck me, please fuck me." I hear you catch your breath. You stand up suddenly, your face at mine. "Is that what you want?" you ask menacingly. "You want me to fuck you?" "Oh yes, please, please fuck me." I whimper as your fingers circle around my clit faster. I'm so fucking close to cumming. Then you stop. Your hands grab my shoulders and you spin me around, pressing hard against me and into the wall. "Keep your hands on the wall," you hiss again. You pull my hips back and force my legs to follow. Your hands grab my panties and yank them down. I feel exposed, aroused. I can hear you removing your pants. I turn my head as far as head I can, and look at you. Your eyes are hungry, your hand is stroking your rock hard cock. God, what a sight. You move up close behind me and nudge my lips with the head of your cock. I need you inside me. You know I need you. With a growl, you push your cock into my pussy, hard. My fingernails claw the wall. You press in deep, holding me there, holding your cock deep inside me. Then you pull out and thrust in again, harder, fucking me. God. You're ramming in so deep, so hard. Your hands move around me and find my clit, my nipple. You rub me in little circles right over my clit, bringing me back up again. I push my ass back harder into you. You're fucking me so hard now, you're lifting me up off the ground each time you thrust your cock into me. I can't last. I can feel my pussy pulsing around you. I know you can feel it too from the groan you utter. Your hand moves faster against my clit. God. You're fucking me harder. That's it. God. I'm cumming. I'm cumming. I cry out your name and writhe against you. Oh god. Yes. Heat shoots through me and my cunt pulses around you. I buck my hips hard as waves of pleasure roll through me. You needed that, needed my surrender to you. You can't hold back any longer. You groan again and thrust hard, shooting your hot spunk deep inside me. You pulse and continue cumming deep inside me, filling me over and over. My hot wetness floods over you as you climax. You collapse against me as we both come down. We struggle to catch our breath and laugh a little, enjoying the euphoria of our fervent fucking.
Thursday, November 8, 2012
I was watching a tv reality show the other day called "Say Yes to the Dress" It is about soon to be brides buying their wedding dress. And during the show the brides tell a short story about how they met their soon to be husband. In this episode a woman came into the store who needed a dress for her wedding in a couple of months. She goes on to say that she has never met her groom. He lived on the other side of the country and they met online and fell in love. And the first time they meet, will be when she walks down the aisle.
Wow...What a leap of faith. Do you think you could ever do that? Is it possible to make a marriage work where you don't really know what that person is like in their everyday life? Or could it be better? Sometimes knowing someone only by computer and phone forces you to get to know the person on a deeper level. It really had me thinking since a lot of our lives is online. We meet people and know them before we have a chance to meet them.
Would love to know your thoughts.
Wow...What a leap of faith. Do you think you could ever do that? Is it possible to make a marriage work where you don't really know what that person is like in their everyday life? Or could it be better? Sometimes knowing someone only by computer and phone forces you to get to know the person on a deeper level. It really had me thinking since a lot of our lives is online. We meet people and know them before we have a chance to meet them.
Would love to know your thoughts.
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Thursday, November 1, 2012
Update
Hello everyone,
If there is anyone out there that will follow this... It has been almost 11 months or so that I have written anything here. I get from time to time emails asking what happen to me and if I am alright. Well...Im alright. I am still not working after losing my job last January. It has been tough financially and emotionally draining but I am hanging in there. I have not had much motivation to write but I miss my blogger friends. Especially "A Daughntless Journey" He has wisdom that I crave in a D/s relationship.
Anyway, I am not sure how much writting I will do but I have a few fantasy ideas for a story. I will work on them. Hope to hear from you (at least a few of you).
Love always
Carrie
If there is anyone out there that will follow this... It has been almost 11 months or so that I have written anything here. I get from time to time emails asking what happen to me and if I am alright. Well...Im alright. I am still not working after losing my job last January. It has been tough financially and emotionally draining but I am hanging in there. I have not had much motivation to write but I miss my blogger friends. Especially "A Daughntless Journey" He has wisdom that I crave in a D/s relationship.
Anyway, I am not sure how much writting I will do but I have a few fantasy ideas for a story. I will work on them. Hope to hear from you (at least a few of you).
Love always
Carrie
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Good Bye Old Life
Hello everyone,
I am not sure if I can continue my blog much longer. My last day at work is tomorrow and I hate being on the computer at home. Then again, it might be all that I do. LOL. It has been so stressful not knowing what I am going to do about my job situation and now that the day is here I am not sure what I am going to do with very little income coming in.
So I am going to just put one foot in front of the other and tread the waters until I find a job or become homeless...Witch ever comes first. LOL
So this is the end of a chapter and hopefully the start of something great. Change is very hard for me so its hard for me to look forward and have a vision of something new. If I do not have any stories for a while I will still try to hop online and post my (hopefully improved) situation update
Love you all
Carrie
I am not sure if I can continue my blog much longer. My last day at work is tomorrow and I hate being on the computer at home. Then again, it might be all that I do. LOL. It has been so stressful not knowing what I am going to do about my job situation and now that the day is here I am not sure what I am going to do with very little income coming in.
So I am going to just put one foot in front of the other and tread the waters until I find a job or become homeless...Witch ever comes first. LOL
So this is the end of a chapter and hopefully the start of something great. Change is very hard for me so its hard for me to look forward and have a vision of something new. If I do not have any stories for a while I will still try to hop online and post my (hopefully improved) situation update
Love you all
Carrie
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
It's Time For Us
I want you.
I can't get enough of you.
Let me touch you...
Lay back on the bed, I smile at you, watching you, seeing you filled with that same desire, that same urgent need, that consumes me too. Hours of flirting, hours of playful foreplay, brings us to this - you, in my bed, laid back, naked, watching me, waiting for me, wanting me to touch you, to tease you, to caress you, to fuck you.
I kiss you, hard, greedy, my lips caressing your lips, sliding, teasing, wet, as my tongue slips into your mouth, kissing you hungrily, wanting you, wanting, wanting, and wanting more...
Just seeing you like this, seeing what I do to you... your body moving against me, pushing, sliding, writhing sensually underneath me... you make me want you so much...
Is it time for us? Are you ready for us to move forward? Tell me you want me...Tell me how you want to fulfill all my fantasies... Just tell me
I can't get enough of you.
Let me touch you...
Lay back on the bed, I smile at you, watching you, seeing you filled with that same desire, that same urgent need, that consumes me too. Hours of flirting, hours of playful foreplay, brings us to this - you, in my bed, laid back, naked, watching me, waiting for me, wanting me to touch you, to tease you, to caress you, to fuck you.
I kiss you, hard, greedy, my lips caressing your lips, sliding, teasing, wet, as my tongue slips into your mouth, kissing you hungrily, wanting you, wanting, wanting, and wanting more...
Just seeing you like this, seeing what I do to you... your body moving against me, pushing, sliding, writhing sensually underneath me... you make me want you so much...
Is it time for us? Are you ready for us to move forward? Tell me you want me...Tell me how you want to fulfill all my fantasies... Just tell me
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
I know it has been awhile since I have written, many of you have asked about me and how I am doing. The truth is the past few weeks life has thrown me curve ball after curve ball... but I feel my near future might be looking up for me. I cant write about it here, not yet anyway, but I think I have a plan that will turn things around for me soon.
In the meantime...My son broke his arm while playing in a bounce house a few days ago. So he is keeping me busy and since he cant write or do much with his right arm I am finding that things are a bit more hectic. But both kids seem to enjoy Christmas and had a nice New Years with their father (giving me some time off to enjoy the night)
So for now things are a bit stressful and I might not be writing much but I am always thinking of all of you and do keep up with your writings as well.
Be well with LOVE from me :-)
I know it has been awhile since I have written, many of you have asked about me and how I am doing. The truth is the past few weeks life has thrown me curve ball after curve ball... but I feel my near future might be looking up for me. I cant write about it here, not yet anyway, but I think I have a plan that will turn things around for me soon.
In the meantime...My son broke his arm while playing in a bounce house a few days ago. So he is keeping me busy and since he cant write or do much with his right arm I am finding that things are a bit more hectic. But both kids seem to enjoy Christmas and had a nice New Years with their father (giving me some time off to enjoy the night)
So for now things are a bit stressful and I might not be writing much but I am always thinking of all of you and do keep up with your writings as well.
Be well with LOVE from me :-)
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