My Thoughts

Sir,

I long for you. I long to see your love and adoration in your eyes. I long to feel the comfort
and the feel of peace in your arms. I long to feel the sensual passion of your kiss. I long
to feel the love and desire of your touch. I long to hold you close.


I want to draw from your strength, learn from your discipline, and cherish the time you
spend teaching me.


With all my love,
Carrie

Sub Meeting

I had an interesting weekend… On Saturday I met 2 of my followers for lunch. I shouldn’t really call them followers but they seem to have known me before I knew they existed. Anyway, it was great. Both of these lovely ladies are subs and it was so wonderful to be able to sit next to someone who are into the lifestyle. We talked about a wide verity of subjects but things did lead to more exciting conversations.


I wont motioned their names here but I will give you an incite to who they are. One of the subs had been in the lifestyle for 25 years. She must have a world of knowledge and I get that she is quite a kinkster. The other is more new. Her Master is long distance and its hard for them to see much of each other. She is completely devoted to him and the love she has for him is evident.


Both women talked so openly and honestly. I loved every moment. I hope that this relationship will continue to grow. Every sub needs an outlet. My blog and web site have done wonders for me and the hope that this new “in life relationships” will bring me to a more fulfilled chapter.


I cant wait to learn more about them both so I can share my experiences and to receive some advice along the way.

My Mission Statement

Within the lifestyle of Dominance/submission, it is held that there are those who desire to surrender themselves and there are those who desire to take control of another. When this union is established, it is a very powerful and intimate relationship. The submission is given to the Dominant as a gift. The establishment of this relationship is not instant, for it takes time to see the integrity of both partners. This is an important part of the D/s within the lifestyle of Dominance/submission.

Are You A Pain Slut?

I know I don’t usually post more then once a day but I just felt like writing and when that happens there is no stopping me….



Last night while I was lying awake in bed, I was thinking why is it that I enjoy pain with my pleasure so much? Most women, myself included if you asked me 5 years ago, would say that I was crazy. That it is abuse. Why would anyone enjoy spankings with canes, belts, floggers, ect?


I have no idea why I like it. I do feel pain like anyone else and when I am beat with something it does hurt like hell but for some reason it makes me so wet, horny, excited… It makes me want to please all the more. Do any of you know the answer to this or is it we should just accept that this is who we are? That there is no real answer, just that is happens.


Below is the definition of BDSM….I didn’t realize there was an actual definition for what we are into.



Distinction between the subdivisions of BDSM

BDSM is a shorthand for the three main subdivisions of the culture: B&D (bondage and discipline), D/s (dominance and submission) and S&M (sadism and masochism).

In its simplest format, sadists desire to inflict suffering and masochists want to receive suffering. The act might be sexual for both, either, or neither. In a particular sub-set of the BDSM culture, submissive personalities who do not enjoy suffering themselves may nevertheless accept suffering play to serve or please their Master or Mistress. Such people are not considered masochist by technical definition. An opposing variation is the person who enjoys the suffering entirely; these people are referred to as "pain sluts" or "suffering sluts".

Similarly, a dominant desires to exercise emotional or relational control over another. A submissive wants to feel such control. Again, there might be a sexual element, or there might not. Such an element is not necessarily mutual.

Bondage and discipline is then perhaps the hardest of the three to define. It usually involves either physical or psychological restraint, formalized service and/or punishment, and sometimes sexual role playing, such as costumes.

Bonds of Love

Flickering light of candle glow
Background music soft and low
Dancing shadows have no mass
Forgotten wine warms in the glass


The gentle caress of loving hands
What the other needs each understands
Impassioned lovers warm embrace
Athirst bodies interlace


Excitement burns to wild desire
Lips and fingers fuel the fire
Urgent needs and wanton lust
Inhibitions wane replaced by trust


The world shut out from this magical tryst
This place and each other are all that exist
An intimate bond that transcends the flesh
Where hearts, minds and bodies intermesh

Erotic BJ

Picture this…A king size four post bed. Lying on it sideways, with my arms and legs tied to each post, on my stomach, blindfolded. My head is just over the side and Sir standing in front of me naked. He forces his cock deep in my mouth. Trying my best to accommodate him in this position. With a cane in his hand he smacks me with it every once in a while to grab my attention. And boy it did….with every stroke I took his cock deeper and with more enthusiasm. I am loving every minute of it. I could feel his cock getting harder and warmer with every inch of my awaiting mouth. Waiting for that moment of release.


This went on for 2 ½ hours…I have welts on my ass to prove it. But at least he was able to cum twice and I was able to as well. This is my erotic / kinky story of the week. Hope you enjoyed it.

I'mmmm Back!!!

Have you ever been on vacation and thought….I cant wait to get back home? I had a wonderful time in Orlando with my daughter. But it was so tiring. We spent 2 days at Seaworld and a day at the water park, then it was 5 days of dance competitions. There was 5am wake up calls and didn’t get home until midnight most days. But my daughter and our dance studio did well… they won $2000 in prize money and a $5000 scholarship for dance in Tampa.


I am glad to be back reading my favorite blogs. Happy to see Baby Girl is back to writing and I wish her the best of luck at her new job. To DV…try and not work to hard. And to Heather, good luck with your new relationship and try not to dwell on what others say…you will make the right choices with your life. Hang in there. My dear Neo Dom you and Lizard have something truly special. I love how you are always thinking of her and how you want to be with her.

SEX…I need it! I was alone (man wise) in Orlando. I would have loved to be able to spend a couple of nights cuddled up next to a strong, hungry for sex type of man, who would force me to be his…. OK I know “Carrie, go out and get some” Well fellow bloggers, I am working on it!!


PS.
A quick update on tonight…There is a 2 hour Deadliest Catch on tonight at 9. Captain Phil Harris dies. I am not sure I can sit through the entire show without crying for the beloved Captain.

Happy 4th of July

ITS FRIDAY!!!!

And it’s the last day of work for me until the 12th. I am headed on vacation. The first vacation I have had in 2 years so I am most excited about it. I am headed to Orlando with my daughter (my son is spending several weeks with his grandparents in Chicago) to spend some time at the theme parks and then 5 day of dance competitions. She is a beautiful dancer and has spent the past month of her summer vacation in the dance studio practicing, not only for her group dances but her solo routines as well. The girl is completely dedicated to scoring well. This is a National competition with dancers all over the country. As soon as I know where and when the competition will be televised I will post it here so all of you can see my little girl (not so little at age 13) perform.


So tonight I will be packing, getting the dogs and cat ready for the kennel and loading the car. I know this will start to stress me out as soon as I pull out of the drive as I know or think I will forget some very important piece to my daughters 8 costumes. I am the type of person who makes list after list but always seem to forget something. Oh well, that’s me.


I want to let you know that I will not be posting until the 13th. I will not be bringing my laptop and its to frustrating for me to type to much on my phone. So I will miss you all but you wont be forgotten.


And to Sir, I will miss you too. I am planning a short trip in a few months and maybe you can come along. Have a lovely week and have a BLAST this 4th of July.


Love you all
Carrie

Quick Note

Has anyone heard from Baby Girl? She has not posted in awhile and that is unlike her. Did she go on vacation? Hope everything is ok. 

 

The Power of a Kiss

This is the moment
Hearts begin pounding as one
Entering each other,
knowing what has come.


Plunging into emotions,
Overwhelmed with excitement.
Whispers of yearning
Enveloped into passionate hugs
Rendering whispers into speechless moans.

Opening doors of lust and love
Freeing emotions trapped in the soul
In a body afraid to let go.

Kisses turn into heavy breathing
Intertwined bodies are melding together
Senses explore new parts not found before
Soothing the needs of the soul.