This Is What I Crave

"Bend over the desk," you say. Your tone is firm. Trembling, I quickly clear a space on your desk, bending over, presenting my ass to you. You take hold of my panties, and tug them all the way down, your hand sliding between my thighs, your fingers slipping over my hot, wet pussy, stroking me greedily. "You're dripping wet,"

"yes..." I gasp, trying to push myself back against you. You lift up your hand rapidly, and bring it down firmly onto my ass, spanking me hard, and I gasp with pain and pleasure, groaning sensually.

"Greedy little slut..." you say, spitting out the words, stood behind me now, your hand in my hair again, pushing my face down onto the desk roughly, holding me there. I can feel you pressed against me now from behind, your erection hard between my buttocks, rubbing against me, not entering me yet.

"Please fuck me..." I gasp, "god please... I need it..." I reach around behind me, trying to take hold of your cock - you pull away for a moment, spanking me again, hard!

"Give me your wrists," you hiss. "If you can't behave, I'm going to have to restrain you." I lean forward on the desk, letting it support me, passing my wrists back to you nervously - picking up the belt, you tug my wrists tightly behind my back, tying them with the belt, a little too tightly - it hurts a little when I struggle, digging into my wrists.

"Sir... please fuck me..." I gasp. I need it so much now - I can feel a trail of my wetness dribbling down the inside of my thighs, my pussy aching, needing to be filled. "please..."

You slide your cock against my ass again, still holding me down. I can feel your erection pulsing between the cheeks of my ass, so hot, so hard.

"Then beg me..." you say, "beg me to fuck you... tell me what a dirty fucking slut you are..." and you take a handful of my hair, pulling me back towards you, my back arching as I push back against you, your hand sliding around my body, cupping a breast in your fingers, pinching one of my nipples, "beg me, you little slut.."

"Beg me..." you say, "beg me to fuck you... tell me what a dirty fucking slut you are..." and you take a handful of my hair, pulling me back towards you, my back arching deliciously as I push back against you. I can feel your hot, hard erection throbbing against my ass as you tug me back against you, rubbing yourself against me, using me. I need you inside me, need to feel your cock deep inside my pussy, but my wrists are tied tightly behind my back, and it's almost impossible for me to move, bent roughly over the desk, your hand still in my hair, pulling me back harder, leaning over me, hissing in my ear. "Tell me..."

"unnnhhh yeah... I'm a slut.. I'm a dirty fucking slut..."

"Then beg me to fuck you..." you demand, "beg me to fuck you like the slut you are...". you drag me back harder, your cock pressed hard against my ass, your free hand sliding underneath me, cupping my breast, pinching my nipple hard.

"uunnhhhh... ohhh Sir... Sir please fuck me... please fuck me Sir... I'm begging you... fuck my pussy... unnhhhhh... ohh Sir please..."

"That's better," you growl. You push my face down against the desk, holding me down, your cock slipping down from between my buttocks, throbbing and erect, sliding quickly between my open thighs from behind, rubbing the head of your swollen cock against my dripping wet pussy... getting it wet.. and then pushing... hard... all the way inside me with one long, deep thrust.

I groan with pleasure, pushing back onto you.

"unnhhhh Sir... yes..." I gasp, "fuck me harder... I need that...Sir, fuck me..."

"Greedy little slut," you growl, lifting up your hand and spanking me, hard. I let out a whimper, and you thrust your erection deeper and harder inside me. you can feel me trying to grind back onto you, and you lift up my hand again.

"Don't you dare move - did I say you could move?" and I felt your hand come down again, harder this time... slapping my bare ass. I groan with pleasure, unable to help myself pushing further back onto you, my warm, wet pussy engulfing the full length of your cock, squeezing tight around me. "unnhhh god... such a bad girl..." you gasp, "I told you not to move... and you're still moving... unnhhh fuck... dirty girl... dirty fucking slut..." and you spank me again, harder this time, taking hold of my hips, ramming your cock into me, deep and hard. I squeal with pleasure and pain.

You start to move inside me now... "I know that's what you want... my cock fucking you... harder... faster... and you're so fucking wet... so tight around my thrusting cock... ramming deeper into you now... your cunt splashing around my cock" I'm groaning, already so close to cumming... crying out with each hard thrust of your cock, slamming into me... taking me... using me for your own pleasure...

What more could a girl want?

Im in the game this morning

I woke up this morning with an incredible feeling of hornyness and the words of my early morning fantasy seem to pour form my finger tips.


My lips drift across yours
you steal my breath as you taste me
I arch to your touch
wanting more
a moan escapes my throat
raw and greedy
your fingers trace down between my trembling thighs
an intimate touch
my thighs fall open
a soft sweet surrender
a thrust of my hips
as your fingers explore
gliding against me
and then
and then...
your there at my sex
stroking my clit
and I moan once more
soaked, open
my pussy inviting you
exquisitely wet
you bite on my neck
as your fingers slide down
parting my lips
rubbing
stroking
and you push
greedy
wanting
throbbing
my pussy engulfs you
clutching your fingers
a groan ripped from my throat
as you thrust
a ripple, a spasm
and you push your hand deeper
enclosed by my sex
clenching
squeezing
soaking your fingers
as you shove
and I shove
filling my sex
two fingers, then three
and I groan
my thighs wide
exposed
eager
a spill of my wetness escaping my pussy
the movements more frantic
grinding
bucking
urgent and rhythmic
needing release
and your gaze meets mine
your breath hot and lustful
and I whisper these words
as your fingers plunge deep...

come for me...
let it go
come for me
right now...

Miss Me?

It seems I have been lazy keeping up with my blog. For some reason I have been unmotivated to write. I have been stressed out with my job, (soon to be no job) my expenses seem only to go up, (no matter what I do to cut back) and the therapies I am trying to lean to help my son (because I can't afford the $100 and hour for a professional to do it.) So I haven't been feeling real sexual or have fantasies dancing around in my head.

So I am going to try to write whenever I get a little inspiration but if you don't see me for a while, please remember I still keep up with your blogs and think of you all often. So for now my 5 day a week blog schedule is being cut back until something truly exciting happens to my life or the fantasies jump back into my mind.

Please check in with me...you never know. Love you all.

Lap Dance

Her hair drifted across my body. Long brown curly hair slowly slid down my body following her as she traced over my legs. I could only see her hair until she dipped down. Her head dropped lower and the curve of her back revealed her luscious ass. Her hands ran up the outside of my legs as she pushed her body back up. A smile spread across her face as she looked up to me.

"Enjoying yourself?" she asked and I nodded.

Her grin increased. She dipped her head back down and pressed her lips against my clit. The fabric of my panties warmed as she breathed against them. Flipping her hair, she eased up my body rubbing in time of the music playing behind us. Her breasts brushed against mine as her hands ran up my sides. Just as her face and lips got close she turned over in my lap. Her ass ground down against me and she leaned her body back against me. Her back arched, her body swayed back and forth. Taking my hand in hers, she ran it over her breast, allowing me to caress her for just a moment before putting it back on the chair.

Her body writhed over me, her back pressed against my breasts. Her curls trickled down over me and I inhaled her scent. It was a musky scent, pleasant and sexy. I closed my eyes and breathed deeply again. Her body shifted and she sat up and gazed at me over her shoulder. I paused, unsure, before running my fingertips down her back. She smiled into it and moved on me again. Her body undulated, her ass rubbing my lap, her hands reaching down between my thighs.

With a gentle, yet forceful motion, she pushed my thighs apart and turned over to face me again. She crawled up my body, her hands propping her body up as she slid back up over me. The heat between her thighs warmed mine. Her whole body touching me, caressing me, sensuously moving against me. Her face so close to mine. Her lips touched mine ever so briefly before she let her body slide back.

She stood and look at Master who paid her nicely.

Date Night

Saturday night was a lot of fun. I had a real life date and ended in bliss. So I showered, dressed and by 8:30 my gentleman friend and I were out the door. He decided to take me to a Country Western bar called the Round Up. Its pretty popular among the cowboy community. We had some drinks and listened to music and watched the people dance. We would have danced too but I have no idea how to line dance. But we had a lot of fun talking and feeling each other up under the table. After some time and feeling a bit tipsy we decided to do something else.

It was suggested to me to go to a strip club. So... I did. I love to watch and watching these girls hang upside down totally nude was very interesting. It made me wonder how they got into this kind of business. They were spread eagle and bouncing their ass right in front of these men's faces. A little more then I was expecting to see. I thought most of the women were very beautiful and wonder if I could ever do anything like that....Well, the answer is NO but watching them did turn me on a quite a bit.

Have you ever brought your wife or date to a strip club? Did she like it? Did you like bringing her? I would love some details.

Having it Rough

I lie here naked on the floor breathing heavily as I feel the result of your lust pooling between my thighs and dripping down my back. You had taken me greedily this evening. I barely had the door open to greet you when you pushed me inside and up against the wall of the foyer. Your kisses were hungry and passionate - more carnal than loving. Your hard body pressed tight against mine, temporarily taking my breath away. Your mouth roughly moved over my lips, pushing your tongue into my mouth, invading me. Your arousal was evident as I felt your hard cock pressing against my thigh.

Hands moved over my body, feeling, groping, needing. Your fingers brushed over my nipples, hard against the fabric of my shirt. Making me gasp into your mouth as you pinched them. I whimpered softly as you pulled and twisted them in your hands. My body didn't know how to react as you moved against me. It became too much for you though. Slamming me back against the wall, your lips departed from mine. Your fingers found the buttons on my blouse and with one sharp jerk, your ripped it open scattering buttons across the foyer floor. Growling softly, your mouth assaulted my breasts, licking and biting at them as the while pinning my arms in the sleeves of my blouse. Writhing against you only caused you to press your thigh in between mine, pinning my hips as well.

Your tongue circled my hard nipples, over and around torturing me with your touch. Pulling them into your mouth, you sucked hard, causing me to gasp again. Rolling my nipple between your sharp teeth, you bit hard. My body cried out as your teeth left their mark on my breasts again and again.

Suddenly you released me, backing away for a moment to quickly strip your jeans and boxers off. As quick as you had released me, you were back pressed tight to my body. Your lips pressed hard against my neck and your stubble scratched my skin. I could feel your ragged breaths as you licked and sucked at me. Your hips moved, your hard cock rubbing against my skirt. I could feel the precum seeping through the fabric as you continued to thrust your hips against me. Your groaning was much more urgent, growing louder as your erect cock slid against the fabric of my skirt.

With a movement I wasn't expecting, you whirled me around to face the wall. Pushing me hard against it, I moaned as the cool surface touched my breasts. Your hands made quick work of my blouse, tossing it to the floor beside the scattered buttons. I felt your hand pressing between my shoulder blades as your mouth moved over my back, alternating licking and biting it. My hands clutched at the wall as your body moved against me.

Withdrawing slightly, your other hand grabbed the edge of my skirt, shoving up up over my ass. Your groan intensified as your hand traced over the skin next to my silk thong. Your fingers threaded through the soft silk, playing with the fabric, toying with it before yanking them down my legs. Your fingers wasted no time sliding down between my ass cheeks, down to my pussy. Your body was pressing closer, your cock still rubbing against me as your fingers explored me. Moving over and around my pussy, you rubbed and stroked me, each movement forcing my legs wider. I could feel your precum smeared all over my ass. Your cock slipped over me, getting wet along your length. Getting wet enough to fuck me.

Your fingers started first though. Two fingers pushed slowly into my pussy as your other hand continued to press me against the wall. Without warning, you thrust them hard inside me, pushing in as far as you could go. Thrusting harder and harder, fucking me with your fingers, pushing my thighs apart. Two fingers in and out, thrusting faster. Then three, filling me, stroking over and over. Pushing hard against me as your fingers fucked me.

Your cock throbbed against my ass, wet and slippery, needing to fuck. I felt you slide your fingers out and stroke yourself firmly. Looking at my swollen cunt lips, you positioned yourself directly behind me. Your hard cock rubbed against my entrance, needing to be inside me. Your thigh nudged my legs further out, your hand pressed me harder against the wall. With a growl, you grabbed my hip and thrust your cock deep inside me. I cried out as I felt you invade me. With a groan, you began to thrust hard against me, sliding your throbbing penis in and out of my pussy. From your thrusts, I knew you wouldn't last long. This excited you too much. Your teeth found the back of my neck, biting at it with more and more intensity as your arousal grew. Each thrust elicited a groan. Your body slammed into mine, harder and harder, pushing me into the wall with ferocity.

Then I calapse onto the floor...

Advice for a Friend

One of my dearest and best friend is having problems with his marriage. He has always had issues with his wife but I guess he was always willing to over look them and make the best of the situation.

He caught her cheating on him. He is truly good to her. He works so she can stay home with the kids, he buys her flowers when he thinks it will cheer her up, he takes her on vacations, provides a nice home, and makes sure the kids (3 of them) have what they want and need. Its not so much that she cheated because he thinks he could get over that but of the person she chose to be with.

She was sleeping with a married, drug dealer, convicted of animal cruelty man, who lives in the slums of Lowell, Mass. He just can't seem to get over that. They are going to marriage counseling but it doesn't seem to helping.

I told him he may never forget what has happen and he might need to leave her if he cant make amends but eventually he will need to forgive her. When that happens the hurt and the anger will ease. I know this is easier said then done and I wish I had better advice to get him though these hard times. I care for him very much and this hurts me as well. Any advice for him? Have any of you been though this kind of thing?

NOT GUILTY!!!

Unreal... A child murderer gets let go free... I didnt think she would be convicted of first degree murder but that she would be convicted of the death of Caylee in some way...This was another OJ case.

I hope her father doesnt let her back in the house. She threw him under the bus for no reason. But I guess we will have to see when the movie and the book comes out.

The Verdict Is In

2:15... I have a feeling I was wrong in perdicting she is not guilty. The jury is back to soon. We will see...Stay posted

Guilty or Innocent?

I hope you all had a nice 4th. This July 4th has turned out to be an exciting one. Not so much for me, although I spent some time at the beach with my son, but the Casey Anthony trial had me on the edge of my seat. The closing arguments did not disappoint. After 35 days and over 100 witnesses it all came down to...who do you believe? On one hand the state really doesn't have any real evidence that Casey murdered her daughter but who can deny she is a lair and how she treated her family on the phone when she was in jail. But the Defense simply can't prove that baby drowned in the pool or that George or Lee Anthony molested Casey (not that it would prove anything) The defense only proved he can make everyone, including the judge hate him.

But the best was when the Sate attorney laughed at the defense during closing arguments and Baez called him on it. I thought for a split second there would be fists flying but Judge Perry quickly put an end to it and was about to charge both attorneys with contempt.

So now it is in the hands of the jury. I think they will find her not guilty of 1st degree murder but she will get time for the death of her daughter.
What are your thoughts?