There's only one thing for it - you're going to have to be punished.
I've given you every chance to behave, and yet still you insist on behaving like a dirty little girl, masturbating secretly, thinking I won't know what you've been doing.
Such a little slut.
My little slut.
And you do know what a dirty little slut you are, don't you...?
I think it's time you admitted it.
Not that it'll save you from a spanking, of course. You still deserve to be punished.
But if you're prepared to admit to me what a dirty little slut you are, and if you bend over and take your spanking like a good girl, then I'll reward you afterwards. I'll slip my fingers deep inside you, and tease you, softly. If you're really good, if you tell me what a slut you are, and beg me to fuck you... then perhaps I'll allow you to touch me... we'll see ;)
If, however, you insist on being a brat, then you'll be spanked, hard. The particularly bratty ones amongst you will be tied up first, then spanked, and then made to stand in the corner.
It's up to you.
Are you going to be a good girl?
Then pull down your panties and bend over the couch...
Spread your thighs for me, I want to see you...
Admit to me what a slut you really are...
“Yes Daddy, I’m your naughty little slut. I have been masturbating while you have been away. I deserve what is coming to me…please forgive me Daddy.”
Journal of my exploration into the domination submission world of D/s and how I struggle between my submissive heart and my logical feminist mind that tells me submission is wrong while my body and heart tell me it is sooooh right!
Showing posts with label fantasy. Show all posts
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Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Punishment
“You're late!” You look at the clock on the wall. “ You're late by 30 minutes. I know you're going to give me an excuse. I don't want to hear your excuses!” I see your standing at the stove, several pots and pans are out. I can smell the cooking aromas. You look at me dressed in my tight gray skirt and button down shirt. You look down at my legs and to my feet wearing my black stiletto heels… I am looking down at the floor. “You know you're late. And you know what else you've done. "Take off your clothes,” I immediately comply, My hands tremble a bit as they fumble with the buttons. “Good” My shirt hits the floor along with my skirt and underclothes… my shoes still on.
You undo your belt and lay it on the counter. You go back to finishing the dinner you have prepared. I am now standing before you, naked with my eyes cast down at the floor.
"Come here." you say. "Kneel down in front of me." I quickly rush to where you are standing. "I expected better from you. I expected your trust. I expected your faith in me. I expected your complete submission to me. I'm very disappointed." I can feel my face fill with panic. "Do you want me to be your Master? I'll still give you the choice if you want to leave. I'll release you if you want to go."
I look up at you with a stricken look in my face, "No Master, please, I'm sorry. I respect you, I trust you. I'll be good, I promise. Please." You turn from you without saying a word and go back to cooking your meal. “ I know you're upset. You should be.” You finish cooking and make a plate for yourself and walk to the table, belt in hand. My eyes are still down looking at the floor. You eat your meal, slowly, giving me time to think about what I have done. "Are you staying?" You ask. "Yes Master," I whisper. I can hear the anguish in my voice. You get up from the table and walk over to me. You look down at me and stroke my hair. "Get up," You say quietly. I stand slowly, stretching out your cramped muscles. You beckon me to follow you into the living room. "Sit," you command and I sit down on the couch. You stand in front of me, your legs apart, your hands on your hips. "Are you mine?" You ask. I nod. "You must be punished, slide off the couch, to your knees and turn around and bend over” You say. I groan softly and do as you ask.
Your hands touch my back, down my ass and make their way to the inside of my thighs. I hold my breath as you notice that I’m already wet. There is silence….SWISH! with the first swat of you belt. My eyes watering and I yelp. SWISH! SWISH! SWISH!....”oooowwww Please Sir stop” Crying out in pain.
“Would you like to leave?” you said calmly… I wait, thinking about the answer to that question. “No Sir, I am yours”
“Then you will take the rest of your punishment” SWISH! SWISH! I am shaking but trying to stay as still as possible… Then with all I have left I hold my breath and wait for it. What seems like forever minutes I can hear the belt through the air….SWISH!!! I scream out and crying.
You kneel down beside me and pick me up as you hold my trembling body up against yours. “You are my good girl, and I know you won’t disappoint me again”
“No Sir, I have learned my lesson”
You undo your belt and lay it on the counter. You go back to finishing the dinner you have prepared. I am now standing before you, naked with my eyes cast down at the floor.
"Come here." you say. "Kneel down in front of me." I quickly rush to where you are standing. "I expected better from you. I expected your trust. I expected your faith in me. I expected your complete submission to me. I'm very disappointed." I can feel my face fill with panic. "Do you want me to be your Master? I'll still give you the choice if you want to leave. I'll release you if you want to go."
I look up at you with a stricken look in my face, "No Master, please, I'm sorry. I respect you, I trust you. I'll be good, I promise. Please." You turn from you without saying a word and go back to cooking your meal. “ I know you're upset. You should be.” You finish cooking and make a plate for yourself and walk to the table, belt in hand. My eyes are still down looking at the floor. You eat your meal, slowly, giving me time to think about what I have done. "Are you staying?" You ask. "Yes Master," I whisper. I can hear the anguish in my voice. You get up from the table and walk over to me. You look down at me and stroke my hair. "Get up," You say quietly. I stand slowly, stretching out your cramped muscles. You beckon me to follow you into the living room. "Sit," you command and I sit down on the couch. You stand in front of me, your legs apart, your hands on your hips. "Are you mine?" You ask. I nod. "You must be punished, slide off the couch, to your knees and turn around and bend over” You say. I groan softly and do as you ask.
Your hands touch my back, down my ass and make their way to the inside of my thighs. I hold my breath as you notice that I’m already wet. There is silence….SWISH! with the first swat of you belt. My eyes watering and I yelp. SWISH! SWISH! SWISH!....”oooowwww Please Sir stop” Crying out in pain.
“Would you like to leave?” you said calmly… I wait, thinking about the answer to that question. “No Sir, I am yours”
“Then you will take the rest of your punishment” SWISH! SWISH! I am shaking but trying to stay as still as possible… Then with all I have left I hold my breath and wait for it. What seems like forever minutes I can hear the belt through the air….SWISH!!! I scream out and crying.
You kneel down beside me and pick me up as you hold my trembling body up against yours. “You are my good girl, and I know you won’t disappoint me again”
“No Sir, I have learned my lesson”
Friday, January 22, 2010
I love To Watch
It all started innocently. It was a dark, moonless night, a pleasant breeze blowing. I was walking around the neighborhood around 10 PM, taking my dog Charlie for his evening walk. So I'm not paying much attention to the dog. As I walked, Charlie saw a cat, he suddenly yanked the leash from my hand and took off chasing the cat into the back yard of a house. So I followed him. The cat of course got away, climbing a tree, as all cats do, living to taunt the dog another day. And I found Charlie sitting at the base of the tree in the neighbor's back yard, glaring at the cat's green eyes ten feet above.
As I turned to leave, I saw a light in a window at the back of the house, and movement. I stopped in the shadows, not wanting to be noticed. As I focused, I could see two people silhouetted in the window. The window had horizontal blinds, but they were not fully closed, so with the complete darkness outside, I could see pretty much everything, "Are they naked?" . "Sure looks like it," I thought, grinning.
I stopped, transfixed, as the couple embraced on the bed. With the darkness outside, no moon, I felt pretty safe from being spotted, and anyway the couple were fully engrossed in each other. So I moved closer, excited. There was a girl, mid twenties I'd guess, laying on the bed. She was smiling at the guy who was turned away from me, I could see his naked ass. She had one hand on her breast, playing with her nipples, they were stiff and pointy. Her other hand strayed to her pussy, she began masturbating slowly, circling her clit and occasionally plunging her finger inside, giving him - and unwittingly, their enraptured audience - a fabulous view. I'm so wet, this is really exciting me. I hiked up my skirt, and put my hand inside my panties, slipping inside my moist pussy, masturbating. As I watch, the guy gets on the bed and goes down on the girl. It's like a silent movie, I can see but not hear anything, there is an air conditioner humming loudly which blocks any chance of me hearing them. But I can see her put her hands on his head, pulling him into her sex, writhing on the bed, locking his head between her legs, till finally she appeared to come, I could see her mouthing as if she was moaning, then finally relaxing, smiling as her orgasm fades. I am coming too, moaning as I stick my two fingers inside my own hot gushing wet pussy...
As I turned to leave, I saw a light in a window at the back of the house, and movement. I stopped in the shadows, not wanting to be noticed. As I focused, I could see two people silhouetted in the window. The window had horizontal blinds, but they were not fully closed, so with the complete darkness outside, I could see pretty much everything, "Are they naked?" . "Sure looks like it," I thought, grinning.
I stopped, transfixed, as the couple embraced on the bed. With the darkness outside, no moon, I felt pretty safe from being spotted, and anyway the couple were fully engrossed in each other. So I moved closer, excited. There was a girl, mid twenties I'd guess, laying on the bed. She was smiling at the guy who was turned away from me, I could see his naked ass. She had one hand on her breast, playing with her nipples, they were stiff and pointy. Her other hand strayed to her pussy, she began masturbating slowly, circling her clit and occasionally plunging her finger inside, giving him - and unwittingly, their enraptured audience - a fabulous view. I'm so wet, this is really exciting me. I hiked up my skirt, and put my hand inside my panties, slipping inside my moist pussy, masturbating. As I watch, the guy gets on the bed and goes down on the girl. It's like a silent movie, I can see but not hear anything, there is an air conditioner humming loudly which blocks any chance of me hearing them. But I can see her put her hands on his head, pulling him into her sex, writhing on the bed, locking his head between her legs, till finally she appeared to come, I could see her mouthing as if she was moaning, then finally relaxing, smiling as her orgasm fades. I am coming too, moaning as I stick my two fingers inside my own hot gushing wet pussy...
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Slow and Sensual
It's a quiet Sunday afternoon. We are lying in bed, at right angles, making love slowly, my legs raised so he can lay under them, he is on his side, his cock in my pussy, barely moving in and out, I am rubbing my clit gently, no rush. I feel his finger entering my pussy, now his finger is beside his cock inside me. It feels good, almost like two cocks. He fucks me slowly with both finger and cock for a while, I circle my clit, moaning quietly. Then he pulls his finger out slowly, covered in my wetness. His finger moves down to my arsehole. Circling it, toying with it. There is plenty of wetness dribbling down from my cunt for lubrication. He looks at me questioningly for permission to touch me there, I don't always want to be touched back there unless I have just bathed. Today is fine, I am fresh from the shower. I allow his finger to explore my anus, putting some pressure on the clenched muscle, running his finger over the ridges of my anal opening, exploring, tantalizing me. Slowly his finger enters me. As his cock rocks in and out of my pussy, his finger has a matching rhythm. I feel myself getting wetter, I moan quietly, appreciatively. "I want to you fuck my arse", I ask, throatily. "Do it gently, just as you are now, babe." He withdraws his cock from my pussy and lets it slide down till the tip is touching my puckered hole. Slowly he pushes forward, until the head of his cock is spreading my anus wider, then stops to let me get used to him. "OK, I can take it, give me some more," I whisper quietly.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
The Walk Home
After a pleasant dinner with friends, full of suggestive jokes and risque banter, you and I flirting all night, touching each other under the table, we walk home, laughing, hugging, stopping along the way several times to kiss, grope each other, giggling. We turn the corner onto a quiet street. You lean me against a lamppost while we embrace. I have on a leather skirt. You are kissing my neck, biting lightly, and you slide my hand down and pull up my skirt, running your hand up my thighs, feeling my ass. I am groaning, hugging you tighter, your hot breath in my ear as you whisper your desires to me. "I want to fuck you right here, on the street.” My pussy is so wet. I want your hard cock deep inside me now. God, I'm so fucking horny! My hands are rubbing the front of your pants, feeling your hardness through the material. Your hand finds the elastic of my underwear, pulling my panties down, feeling the warm dampness between my thighs, you slide my panties down to give you access. You fingers explore my moist pussy, first one, then two fingers… Now I am really getting excited, your mouth finds mine, our tongues entwined. I reach down and unzip you jeans, feeling your hard erection, releasing it from its constricting confines.... You lift me up, sliding against the lamp post, then you position yourself at the entrance of my awaiting, wet, pussy. It takes a little wiggling around, then you feel the opening and left me onto you, engulfing your hardness completely. With both hands holding my ass cheeks, slowly, you raise and lower me. My legs wrapped around you, the lamppost providing a little support. My ass is completely exposed now. I am moaning, "oh yeah, oh yeah, fuck me, fuck me, I'm so fuckin' wet"… Just then a car turns the corner, and slows as it sees us. A couple of college kids are in it, they let out loud wolf whistles. They stop, watching us fuck under the streetlight. This just encourages me, I love an audience I am squeezing you tight, moaning harder, You feel my thighs start to tremble, I am cuming, we fuck faster, the contractions of my PC muscles on your cock are having their effect, You are cuming too, as you groan and moan, Your hot cum squirts deep inside me. Slowly, as your cock shrinks, I slide off, you lower me to the ground, my legs are shaky after the powerful orgasm, you hold onto me, we kiss passionately. The kids in the car cheer and drive off, I wave to them. We rearange our clothing, and walk home hand in hand, while you whisper what you are going to do to me in round two when we are home in bed.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
A Rainy Day
We lay on the bed,
listening to the rain pitter-patter on the roof
Nothing to do today but snuggle
I ruffle my hands through your hair
And lean over to kiss you deeply
You pull me close, our bodies touch
It feels perfect, natural to be so close
It does not take much,
just my silky touch
to make your cock erect
I see it rise,
and to my surprise,
you lean over me
and I swallow it, whole
I am slow, gentle
You lay back, enjoy the pleasure
I lick up and down,
slithering my tongue
Occasional trips to your balls
It feels so good to you
I pick up speed,
I feel your hardness intensify
As I suck harder, your breath quickens
I feel the surge building
As the spurt begins, I lift my head up
It hits my cheek
And runs down my chin
I simply grin.
as I lick my lips.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
My New Boss
I dont write much fantasy but this came into my head and I just had to post it. ENJOY
I am currently working as your executive assistant and as part of my duties I have been asked to get important reports to your shareholders by 1:00 today. I know they are important but I have a lot on my mind and I could not get them out until 3:00. The phones won't stop ringing--- they are trying to call you to complain. Of course I am unaware of this and you took it upon yourself to call the IT guys to track what I have been doing on my computer and it seems you caught me chatting with a man in a very sexual manner.
You call me into your office and lay out a printed copy of my emails. Told me I was going to lose my job for using company property to have Internet sexual relations. And on top of that the shareholders are very upset I was so late on their reports. I start to cry and tell you " I am sorry." "Please I need my job" You turn to me and say there is nothing he can do that you cant have this type of behavior going on in your office. " I understand but if there is something I can do to make it up to you Sir?"
"Well, I could give you a second chance but the punishment will be severe. Would you be willing to accept that punishment?"
"What's the punishment?" I look at you with embarrassed eyes.
" No, I will not tell you. You will just agree and go back to your desk and come and see me at 5:00 when the rest of the office goes home... Will you agree?"
"Yes Sir, I will do as you ask of me. I am committed to you and your company" I walk out of your office with my head down. I have no idea what you have planned but if I can keep my job for such a great company I would be grateful.
The next couple of hours are agony. I have a pit in my stomach. I just want this over with. The other girls in the office keep walking up to me with these sympathetic eyes. I don"t know why they do that. It's making me nervous.
Its 5:00 and the office is empty except for me and you. I knock on your door "Come in"
"Sir, You wanted to see me" I say softly
"Yes, Please stand in front of my desk"
"Yes Sir"
" I want you to do exactly what I ask..no questions. Agree?"
"Yes Sir"
" I want you to pull up your skirt and bend over my desk."
"But Sir"
"No Questions, or you will be on your way. " you said firmly.
Now I know why the other girls were giving me that look. They all must have been though this same experience. So I decided to do as you ask. I pulled up my skirt, Im warring nothing but a thong underneath feeling every exposed and I bend slowly over the desk. I hear the sound of your belt being slid out of your pant hoops. I cant no believe I am doing this. Is a job worth this? ...Yes it's worth it.
And without much warning and not saying a word SMACK (I think my eyes are going to pop out) SMACK (Shit) SMACK (tears are forming) SMACK (My bottom is on fire) SMACK (I yelped a little) SMACK (Oh my god, I cant take much more) SMACK (crying) SMACK "Please, Im sorry Sir" SMACK "SORRY" (crying loudly) SMACK "Pleeeese"
"Get up and compose yourself"
I stand up and fix my skirt, I'm looking at the floor. Still crying
"I am never going to speak of this again. You have a clean slate do not screw up. Do you understand?"
"Yes Sir, I'm sorry..Thank you Sir" I walked out of the office got my things and went into the restroom. I looked in the mirror at my very bruised and welted ass. Ouch! it really hurts but for some reason I am never felt so alive. I think you, my new boss... I know that you care so deeply about your company that you must be sure I will be a team player.
I am currently working as your executive assistant and as part of my duties I have been asked to get important reports to your shareholders by 1:00 today. I know they are important but I have a lot on my mind and I could not get them out until 3:00. The phones won't stop ringing--- they are trying to call you to complain. Of course I am unaware of this and you took it upon yourself to call the IT guys to track what I have been doing on my computer and it seems you caught me chatting with a man in a very sexual manner.
You call me into your office and lay out a printed copy of my emails. Told me I was going to lose my job for using company property to have Internet sexual relations. And on top of that the shareholders are very upset I was so late on their reports. I start to cry and tell you " I am sorry." "Please I need my job" You turn to me and say there is nothing he can do that you cant have this type of behavior going on in your office. " I understand but if there is something I can do to make it up to you Sir?"
"Well, I could give you a second chance but the punishment will be severe. Would you be willing to accept that punishment?"
"What's the punishment?" I look at you with embarrassed eyes.
" No, I will not tell you. You will just agree and go back to your desk and come and see me at 5:00 when the rest of the office goes home... Will you agree?"
"Yes Sir, I will do as you ask of me. I am committed to you and your company" I walk out of your office with my head down. I have no idea what you have planned but if I can keep my job for such a great company I would be grateful.
The next couple of hours are agony. I have a pit in my stomach. I just want this over with. The other girls in the office keep walking up to me with these sympathetic eyes. I don"t know why they do that. It's making me nervous.
Its 5:00 and the office is empty except for me and you. I knock on your door "Come in"
"Sir, You wanted to see me" I say softly
"Yes, Please stand in front of my desk"
"Yes Sir"
" I want you to do exactly what I ask..no questions. Agree?"
"Yes Sir"
" I want you to pull up your skirt and bend over my desk."
"But Sir"
"No Questions, or you will be on your way. " you said firmly.
Now I know why the other girls were giving me that look. They all must have been though this same experience. So I decided to do as you ask. I pulled up my skirt, Im warring nothing but a thong underneath feeling every exposed and I bend slowly over the desk. I hear the sound of your belt being slid out of your pant hoops. I cant no believe I am doing this. Is a job worth this? ...Yes it's worth it.
And without much warning and not saying a word SMACK (I think my eyes are going to pop out) SMACK (Shit) SMACK (tears are forming) SMACK (My bottom is on fire) SMACK (I yelped a little) SMACK (Oh my god, I cant take much more) SMACK (crying) SMACK "Please, Im sorry Sir" SMACK "SORRY" (crying loudly) SMACK "Pleeeese"
"Get up and compose yourself"
I stand up and fix my skirt, I'm looking at the floor. Still crying
"I am never going to speak of this again. You have a clean slate do not screw up. Do you understand?"
"Yes Sir, I'm sorry..Thank you Sir" I walked out of the office got my things and went into the restroom. I looked in the mirror at my very bruised and welted ass. Ouch! it really hurts but for some reason I am never felt so alive. I think you, my new boss... I know that you care so deeply about your company that you must be sure I will be a team player.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Greek Vacation
This is purly fantasy but I thought I would share it with all of you. This story was very erotic in my head because I love to watch others doing the deed.
We are on a dream vacation in the picturesque sunwashed town of Santorini in Greece. We have just woken up, and are having breakfast on the balcony of our villa. The vista is amazing, the whitewashed villas seemingly randomly built over the hillside. Below us, we can see the patios of other villas. You nudge me and point to the patio below us. A man and a woman are naked - the man is leaning over the woman who is lying on a chaise long. They are gorgeous, suntanned, firm bodies, the woman has no tan lines, and has obviously been soaking up the sun. The man is beside her on his knees and they kiss, a long, deep french kiss, his hands wander over her body.
We watch intently as he moves down her body, kissing her breasts, sucking her nipples lightly. We can hear some faint moaning as his tongue glides down her body. She is mostly clean shaven with a small tuft of black hair, and he movies down to lick her pussy, he positions himself between her legs... we can see his tongue working its magic, the girl is playing with her nipples, squeezing her breasts. She is speaking to him in French, telling him what to do.... her moans get louder, he is fingering her as he eats her, his tongue alternating between deep plunges into her vagina and licking around her labia... she starts to come, she is noisy, "i suis lĂ ne s'arrĂȘtent pas" which means "i am there, don't stop"... he works his magic on her till her moans subside.
She grins, looks at him naughtily as she turns over on her stomach. "Baise-moi dans le cul..." - fuck me in the ass. He stands up, we see his cock is long and hard, his lean muscular body. He reaches over, grabs some sun tan oil, and pours it down her crack, then applies some to her asshole. Slowly he wiggles a finger into her tight hole. He looks up, sees us watching, grins, ad whispers to his girlfriend. She looks up and sees us too. She smiles. She obviously enjoys being watched.
We are on a dream vacation in the picturesque sunwashed town of Santorini in Greece. We have just woken up, and are having breakfast on the balcony of our villa. The vista is amazing, the whitewashed villas seemingly randomly built over the hillside. Below us, we can see the patios of other villas. You nudge me and point to the patio below us. A man and a woman are naked - the man is leaning over the woman who is lying on a chaise long. They are gorgeous, suntanned, firm bodies, the woman has no tan lines, and has obviously been soaking up the sun. The man is beside her on his knees and they kiss, a long, deep french kiss, his hands wander over her body.
We watch intently as he moves down her body, kissing her breasts, sucking her nipples lightly. We can hear some faint moaning as his tongue glides down her body. She is mostly clean shaven with a small tuft of black hair, and he movies down to lick her pussy, he positions himself between her legs... we can see his tongue working its magic, the girl is playing with her nipples, squeezing her breasts. She is speaking to him in French, telling him what to do.... her moans get louder, he is fingering her as he eats her, his tongue alternating between deep plunges into her vagina and licking around her labia... she starts to come, she is noisy, "i suis lĂ ne s'arrĂȘtent pas" which means "i am there, don't stop"... he works his magic on her till her moans subside.
She grins, looks at him naughtily as she turns over on her stomach. "Baise-moi dans le cul..." - fuck me in the ass. He stands up, we see his cock is long and hard, his lean muscular body. He reaches over, grabs some sun tan oil, and pours it down her crack, then applies some to her asshole. Slowly he wiggles a finger into her tight hole. He looks up, sees us watching, grins, ad whispers to his girlfriend. She looks up and sees us too. She smiles. She obviously enjoys being watched.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Mystery
A little amount of mystery can be truly exciting. Like getting a big boxed gift for Christmas. But a big amount of mystery, especially for a sub, is erotic, sexy, adventurous. The thought makes me hot and extremely wet.
Think about this.... A walk in the park, its late at night, a man walks up behind me and tells me to close my eyes and not to open them. His voice is sexy. His dominance strong. He takes hold of my hair and tells me to suck his cock. I give little whimpers of pleasure as he tells me how he wants it. It brings me to the brink of orgasm as he explodes himself. Its one of the most erotic experiences of my life..never seeing him, only the promise of another day.
Think about this.... A walk in the park, its late at night, a man walks up behind me and tells me to close my eyes and not to open them. His voice is sexy. His dominance strong. He takes hold of my hair and tells me to suck his cock. I give little whimpers of pleasure as he tells me how he wants it. It brings me to the brink of orgasm as he explodes himself. Its one of the most erotic experiences of my life..never seeing him, only the promise of another day.
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