Wednesday, August 18, 2010

The First Day of School

It’s that time a year…School started back today. My daughter is entering the 7th grade. And my baby boy is now in Kindergarten. He just turned 5 about a month ago and I will tell you, that I can not believe it has been 5 years since his birth. They grow so fast.



Both of my kids attend private school and today I got to see my son in a dress shirt and a tie. What a trip he is… He was trying to hang himself with it…used it as a tissue…even rubbed the dogs nose with it. By the time he got to school there was a stain on his shirt and his clothes look like they never saw the iron last night.


I do want to wish his teacher the best of luck. She has 9 boys and 2 girls in the class. I know every child in there and this will be a challenging year for her, I’m sure.


So back to the school year…days start at 6:15AM, out the door by 7:35, fight traffic and to school by 8:00, then its pick up the kids at 3:15, dance class, t ball, homework, then hopefully to bed so mama can get some peace and quite until she has to do it all over again. LOL

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Your Hand Print

It's only been moments since I came for you, the orgasm ripped from my body with a savage intensity. My screams still echo in the room. My blood is liquid fire. The sharp slap of your hand on my ass is fresh in my memory: a sweet, hot pain, still burning. Delicious convulsions ripple through me, I’m barely conscious of anything but pleasure and pain, My every nerve ending tingling, my body on edge, trembling, shaking.


I’m yours, completely.





Monday, August 16, 2010

Is flirting cheating? If the person knows about your flirtatious side of you before you got together is it still cheating? Naa, I didn’t think so… LOL.






Friday, August 13, 2010

Vacations?

When you go on vacation what is it that you love the most? Is it the destination, the relaxation, the not so every day, or is it the company? I was thinking about this today. The last time I was on vacation with a man (baby included) was with my husband, 12 years ago. It seems I have never been able to spend time away with someone I care about.



I am reminded of this every time I take the kids to Disney or to the mountains or simply spending a weekend down in the Keys. So this is my goal for the next year (I am relying on all of you to make sure this happens) I want to find that special person who would love to spend at least a weekend with me in a nice hotel and enjoy each other doing whatever…I’m easy to please.


Ok…do I sound desperate? Yeah I do, but can you blame me? I think I am attractive, fun, and can hold a conversation so why not take me on a fun filled mini vacation. THAT’S ALL I’M ASKING!!!


Anyway, have a wonderful weekend and see you all on Monday…

Thursday, August 12, 2010

What a Day

Have you ever had a day where nothing seemed to go right? That you woke up on the wrong side of the bed…that is what is happening to me today. It started off with the dog peeing on the floor this morning, my son refusing to put on his shoes, and being overdrawn in my account.



So I get to work and the worst thing of all happens (ok I was not fired) but Sir is very upset with me for talking with a certain someone online. I can not say more then that but it is not good. I don’t know how many times I have said I was sorry.


So hear it is almost the end of the day and I am feeling horrible. I just want to go home and sleep it off and hope of a better tomorrow.


Good night

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Punishment

“You're late!” You look at the clock on the wall. “ You're late by 30 minutes. I know you're going to give me an excuse. I don't want to hear your excuses!” I see your standing at the stove, several pots and pans are out. I can smell the cooking aromas. You look at me dressed in my tight gray skirt and button down shirt. You look down at my legs and to my feet wearing my black stiletto heels… I am looking down at the floor. “You know you're late. And you know what else you've done. "Take off your clothes,” I immediately comply, My hands tremble a bit as they fumble with the buttons. “Good” My shirt hits the floor along with my skirt and underclothes… my shoes still on.



You undo your belt and lay it on the counter. You go back to finishing the dinner you have prepared. I am now standing before you, naked with my eyes cast down at the floor.
"Come here." you say. "Kneel down in front of me." I quickly rush to where you are standing. "I expected better from you. I expected your trust. I expected your faith in me. I expected your complete submission to me. I'm very disappointed." I can feel my face fill with panic. "Do you want me to be your Master? I'll still give you the choice if you want to leave. I'll release you if you want to go."


I look up at you with a stricken look in my face, "No Master, please, I'm sorry. I respect you, I trust you. I'll be good, I promise. Please." You turn from you without saying a word and go back to cooking your meal. “ I know you're upset. You should be.” You finish cooking and make a plate for yourself and walk to the table, belt in hand. My eyes are still down looking at the floor. You eat your meal, slowly, giving me time to think about what I have done. "Are you staying?" You ask. "Yes Master," I whisper. I can hear the anguish in my voice. You get up from the table and walk over to me. You look down at me and stroke my hair. "Get up," You say quietly. I stand slowly, stretching out your cramped muscles. You beckon me to follow you into the living room. "Sit," you command and I sit down on the couch. You stand in front of me, your legs apart, your hands on your hips. "Are you mine?" You ask. I nod. "You must be punished, slide off the couch, to your knees and turn around and bend over” You say. I groan softly and do as you ask.


Your hands touch my back, down my ass and make their way to the inside of my thighs. I hold my breath as you notice that I’m already wet. There is silence….SWISH! with the first swat of you belt. My eyes watering and I yelp. SWISH! SWISH! SWISH!....”oooowwww Please Sir stop” Crying out in pain.


“Would you like to leave?” you said calmly… I wait, thinking about the answer to that question. “No Sir, I am yours”


“Then you will take the rest of your punishment” SWISH! SWISH! I am shaking but trying to stay as still as possible… Then with all I have left I hold my breath and wait for it. What seems like forever minutes I can hear the belt through the air….SWISH!!! I scream out and crying.


You kneel down beside me and pick me up as you hold my trembling body up against yours. “You are my good girl, and I know you won’t disappoint me again”


“No Sir, I have learned my lesson”

Monday, August 9, 2010

Emotional

What an emotional weekend… Lets start with Friday. I was so excited about going out with one of my girlfriends. She was going to meet Sir and I had hoped for a really great evening but at the last minute things didn’t work out. But that is ok…Sir came over and we made the best out of our time together.



I also must apologize to another one of my good friends. I wont mentioned what happen but I am truly sorry and hope we can work things out.


Sir, I know you are seeking answers as to my feelings about you. I want you to know that I am being 100% honest with you but sometimes I just don’t know what I am feeling.


Then out of the blue Master C starts texting me. Telling me he misses me and wants us to get back together. He wants me to forget all that is between us… I just can’t do that. As much as I want to believe him I can’t bring myself to do that right now. Not to mention I am seeing someone else who is quite patient with me when it comes to all these conflicting feelings. So Master C, please do not try to contact me anymore. I wish you the best of luck in your near future (you know what I am talking about) I will always care about you but I can not put myself in this situation again.


Ok… I know this was a crazy post. Thanks for putting up with it.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

My Hot Shower

The clothes lay scattered on the floor. The steam seeps out from behind the door and I tentatively place one hand inside. Deciding it's perfect, I step inside. The hot water hits my skin and I instantly relax. I stand for a moment and let the water hit my face. Running down over my shoulders, it swirls over my skin, gently pooling around my feet. Turning slowly, I let the heat permeate my body. My hair becomes quickly saturated and I let my hands smooth it down over my scalp. My eyes closed, my head back, I relax for a moment and think of you.


The water pulses over my skin and I feel your fingers there instead. The soft slow caress of your knowledgeable hands. Do you know the power you have over me? One touch from you and I melt. I can't help but let my hands move where yours should be. Water cascades down me, making my fingers glide easily over my body. It's your hands moving over me, your body I want so much. My fingers find the hard nipples piercing the spray of water. I gently brush over them, both hands moving together. My hands cup my breasts, my fingers close around my nipples. Swaying a bit, I massage them, heightening my already growing arousal. Pinching my nipples, I squeeze them hard feeling the familiar pulse between my thighs. I squeeze them again and again, my desire growing with each motion. My body heat is rising yet I want the water hotter.


Stopping for a minute, I reach down and turn up the warmth, hotter water rushes out and over me, the shower filled with steam. I return my hand to my breast, cupping it again, teasing myself. My other hand snakes down between my thighs. I watch as the water streams down my arm and over my fingers. The hot water now has access to my aching pussy. My clit pulses at the heat and I have no choice but to press my fingers tightly against it. I groan softly at the exquisite feeling. My fingers begin to move on their own, the familiar rhythmic movements I know so well.


You're in my mind now, I can see you so clearly. Your lips, your sexy body, your hot skin, your magical touch. I think about the times we've shared. Visions swirl through my head. My hands can't stop now. I need you.


There is a slow burn begin deep in my pussy. I moan, gasping for air as I bring myself there. I focus on you now, focusing on your fingers on me, focusing on your touch. Nothing else is here, just you and me.


I slow my motions, slow my breathing, slow as my body relaxes into the warm water. I smile and thank you for this morning’s O.





Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Storm Sex?

Have you ever wanted to make love during a storm? I don’t mean a little rain but a huge storm like a hurricane or when a tornado is near? I don’t know what it is about thunder and lightening and the sounds of the wind whistling…it is an incredible energy charged feeling of hornyness that over takes my body. In South Florida we are used to these kind of events but it never gets old for me.

A few years ago I went down to the beach as an approaching hurricane was coming ashore. It was breathtaking...the furry of the waves coming ashore and over the sea wall. The streets were starting to flood and yet all the bars were still open. LOL The dark skies above, the clouds spinning over head, lightning flashing. There was an eery silence except for the crashing of the waves.

It was dangerous, captivating, exciting, sexy, and so surreal. All your senses tell you to flee but your mind cant stop to admire mother nature.





Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Phone Sex

Why am I so bad at phone sex? I have tried many times but I never know what to say. Why is that I can write about it and not talk about it? ok... here is what is in my head. It sounds so much better when I write it down.

Hello?

Hi, what are you doing?


--Um, working


Are you busy?


--Sort-of, but I have a few minutes to talk


I was sitting here thinking about you


--Oh yeah?


I was thinking about your cock


--Oh?


I was thinking that I’d love to feel it inside me right now.
Would you like that? Sliding your cock into my dripping pussy?


--Ohhhh yes


I’ve been sitting here rubbing my pussy thinking how I’d like to lick you and suck you until your hot cock was ready for me.
Are you hard for me?


--Yes


Take your hard cock out for me.
That’s it, feel me around you, feel how hot and wet my mouth is.
Do you like when I suck you?


--I love when you suck my cock.


Take it all the way in.


--Ohhh yes.


I’m licking my way down to your balls, I want to taste them, suck them. I want to devour your gorgeous cock. I want to suck your head.
God, my pussy is so wet.


--Put your fingers in, fuck yourself with them.


Oh yes


--Lick your fingers, taste yourself.


Mmmmmm
Is your cock ready? Do you want to fuck me?


--I want to fuck you hard.


Do it then, slam your cock into me.
That’s it, fuck me hard.
Fill up every inch of my pussy.
Make me cum.
Harder, I need to feel you deep.


--I am so close, I want to cum all over you.


My pussy is dripping, fuck me harder, grab my hips, pull me into you.


--I can’t hold back.


Do it, cum for me.


--Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh


That’s what I like.


--You are so bad.


I know.
Have a good rest of the day and I’ll see you tonight.
I’ll be waiting…