Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Fire In Your Eyes

Startled, I looked up and saw you standing in the doorway. I smiled warmly at you, I had missed you today. You didn't smile back, our eyes met. There was a fire in yours, a passion, a lust. I knew you wanted me. I knew you needed to take me, to fuck me. I stood up slowly from my chair, I could feel my body already starting to react. You stepped inside and closed the door behind you. Your gaze never left mine, so intense. I took a step forward, but you were faster. In two strides you were here, grabbing me roughly and pulling me to you. You kissed me hard, greedily, passionately. Gasp. Your hands are instantly all over my body. I'm helpless against you. I moan and sink deeper into your arms, wrapping my hands around your neck. You turn us around and push me back against the wall, hard. Your hand moves itself down between my legs. You push your hand against my sex and rub me. I push back hard against you. God, it feels so good. Your other hand grabs both of mine and you pulls them over my head, pinning them there. Your mouth grinds hard against mine. You possess me. I am yours. Your mouth breaks away moving along my jaw, alternately kissing and biting me. I raise my leg up and wrap it around you, trying to hold on. Your mouth reaches my ear and you hiss, "Leave your arms there, don't move them." I gasp again.

 Your mouth makes its way down my neck, continuing to kiss and bite me. Your hand pulls the collar of my shirt aside and you bite me hard, marking me. I groan. I feel your lips pull into a smile at the sound. I can barely keep my arms over my head, I just want to touch you. I start to move them down. "Don't," you hiss and I freeze. Your hand at my cunt is still rubbing hard. God. If you keep that up you're going to make me cum. Your other hand moves down and pops open each button on my shirt, slowly, teasingly. Your tongue follows your hand, licking down the center of my chest. I arch my back a bit to press closer to you. Your hand is in my bra now, your fingers deftly moving around my nipple. I close my eyes and let my head fall back. Your fingers pull my breast from my bra cup and your mouth hungrily sucks at my nipple. Oh god. I can't take much more of this. I writhe against the wall. I know you love seeing me this way, at your mercy. You suck harder and roll my nipple between your teeth. I suck in my breath. Your hand at my cunt has found the button on my jeans. You pop it open with ease and pull down the zipper. Your hand slips inside and moves down into my panties. I'm so wet for you, so fucking wet. Your fingers push over my slit and suddenly delve deep inside me. I cry out at the intrusion, shock and pleasure. You gasp at my wetness as my pussy clenches around you. You remove your hand from my breast and down to your own pants. You quickly undo them just as you did mine. Your mouth moves down across my stomach as you start to kneel down in front of me. Your hand leaves my pussy just as quickly as it came. I moan at the loss. You roughly yank down my jeans and make me step out of them. I look down at you and watch your head moving close to my pussy. I can feel your hot breath on me. Your fingers reach inside my panties and pull them to one side. Your tongue flicks out and licks up my slit, my body trembles. You do it again, harder. I lean back into the wall to help me stay standing. You push my thighs apart and lick my pussy, pushing your tongue deep inside me, tasting me. Your fingers move up to find my clit.

I can't take this. "Please," I moan. "Oh god, fuck me, please fuck me." I hear you catch your breath. You stand up suddenly, your face at mine. "Is that what you want?" you ask menacingly. "You want me to fuck you?" "Oh yes, please, please fuck me." I whimper as your fingers circle around my clit faster. I'm so fucking close to cumming. Then you stop. Your hands grab my shoulders and you spin me around, pressing hard against me and into the wall. "Keep your hands on the wall," you hiss again. You pull my hips back and force my legs to follow. Your hands grab my panties and yank them down. I feel exposed, aroused. I can hear you removing your pants. I turn my head as far as head I can, and look at you. Your eyes are hungry, your hand is stroking your rock hard cock. God, what a sight. You move up close behind me and nudge my  lips with the head of your cock. I need you inside me. You know I need you. With a growl, you push your cock into my pussy, hard. My fingernails claw the wall. You press in deep, holding me there, holding your cock deep inside me. Then you pull out and thrust in again, harder, fucking me. God. You're ramming in so deep, so hard. Your hands move around me and find my clit, my nipple. You rub me in little circles right over my clit, bringing me back up again. I push my ass back harder into you. You're fucking me so hard now, you're lifting me up off the ground each time you thrust your cock into me. I can't last. I can feel my pussy pulsing around you. I know you can feel it too from the groan you utter. Your hand moves faster against my clit. God. You're fucking me harder. That's it. God. I'm cumming. I'm cumming. I cry out your name and writhe against you. Oh god. Yes. Heat shoots through me and my cunt pulses around you. I buck my hips hard as waves of pleasure roll through me. You needed that, needed my surrender to you. You can't hold back any longer. You groan again and thrust hard, shooting your hot spunk deep inside me. You pulse and continue cumming deep inside me, filling me over and over. My hot wetness floods over you as you climax. You collapse against me as we both come down. We struggle to catch our breath and laugh a little, enjoying the euphoria of our fervent fucking.

Thursday, November 8, 2012

I was watching a tv reality show the other day called "Say Yes to the Dress" It is about soon to be brides buying their wedding dress. And during the show the brides tell a short story about how they met their soon to be husband. In this episode a woman came into the store who needed a dress for her wedding in a couple of months. She goes on to say that she has never met her groom. He lived on the other side of the country and they met online and fell in love. And the first time they meet, will be when she walks down the aisle.

Wow...What a leap of faith. Do you think you could ever do that? Is it possible to make a marriage work where you don't really know what that person is like in their everyday life? Or could it be better? Sometimes knowing someone only by computer and phone forces you to get to know the person on a deeper level. It really had me thinking since a lot of our lives is online. We meet people and know them before we have a chance to meet them.

Would love to know your thoughts.

Sunday, November 4, 2012

" the struggles make you stronger, and the changes make you wise, and happiness has it's own way of taking it's sweet time."

I found this quote and it spoke to me. I have to believe that these words hold true...

Thursday, November 1, 2012


Hello everyone,

If there is anyone out there that will follow this... It has been almost 11 months or so that I have written anything here. I get from time to time emails asking what happen to me and if I am alright. Well...Im alright. I am still not working after losing my job last January. It has been tough financially and emotionally draining but I am hanging in there. I have not had much motivation to write but I miss my blogger friends. Especially "A Daughntless Journey" He has wisdom that I crave in a D/s relationship.

Anyway, I am not sure how much writting I will do but I have a few fantasy ideas for a story. I will work on them. Hope to hear from you (at least a few of you).

Love always

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Good Bye Old Life

Hello everyone,

I am not sure if I can continue my blog much longer. My last day at work is tomorrow and I hate being on the computer at home. Then again, it might be all that I do. LOL. It has been so stressful not knowing what I am going to do about my job situation and now that the day is here I am not sure what I am going to do with very little income coming in.

So I am going to just put one foot in front of the other and tread the waters until I find a job or become homeless...Witch ever comes first. LOL

So this is the end of a chapter and hopefully the start of something great. Change is very hard for me so its hard for me to look forward and have a vision of something new. If I do not have any stories for a while I will still try to hop online and post my (hopefully improved) situation update

Love you all

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

It's Time For Us

I want you.
I can't get enough of you.
Let me touch you...

Lay back on the bed, I smile at you, watching you, seeing you filled with that same desire, that same urgent need, that consumes me too. Hours of flirting, hours of playful foreplay, brings us to this - you, in my bed, laid back, naked, watching me, waiting for me, wanting me to touch you, to tease you, to caress you, to fuck you.

I kiss you, hard, greedy, my lips caressing your lips, sliding, teasing, wet, as my tongue slips into your mouth, kissing you hungrily, wanting you, wanting, wanting, and wanting more...

Just seeing you like this, seeing what I do to you... your body moving against me, pushing, sliding, writhing sensually underneath me... you make me want you so much...

Is it time for us? Are you ready for us to move forward? Tell me you want me...Tell me how you want to fulfill all my fantasies... Just tell me

Wednesday, January 4, 2012


I know it has been awhile since I have written, many of you have asked about me and how I am doing. The truth is the past few weeks life has thrown me curve ball after curve ball... but I feel my near future might be looking up for me. I cant write about it here, not yet anyway, but I think I have a plan that will turn things around for me soon.

In the meantime...My son broke his arm while playing in a bounce house a few days ago. So he is keeping me busy and since he cant write or do much with his right arm I am finding that things are a bit more hectic. But both kids seem to enjoy Christmas and had a nice New Years with their father (giving me some time off to enjoy the night)

So for now things are a bit stressful and I might not be writing much but I am always thinking of all of you and do keep up with your writings as well.

Be well with LOVE from me :-)