Monday, June 27, 2011


Once, you loved me.
I had felt the desire.
It burned hot against my skin.
It grew around me,
Engulfing me in flames of passion.

Once, no day passed in which I felt neglected.
You wanted me, desired me.
You yearned to feel my skin against your own.
You yearned to caress my breasts,
And run your hands along my body.

Once, you couldn't contain your hunger.
Your cock would grow hard at my scent,
And my body would become wet from yours.
Your mouth would find me,
Licking, tasting and craving me.

Once, our minds and hearts fulfilled our needs.
There were no others.
There wasn't a need for more than us.
There was only flesh and need,
Our bodies and breath mingled as we sought out pleasure.

Once, we found delight in bringing each other delight.
I would open my thighs for you,
And groan your name as you filled me.
We would move together,
Seeking the heat.

Once, we were lovers,
Filling our time with carnal needs and desires.
There was no if, only when.
There was no time,
Only each other.

Once, we found happiness in that.
I thought I was an everything,
Instead of a something.
That I may have been enough,
That I could have been.

Friday, June 24, 2011

He Craves Me

I got this email the other day and I just had to share it with you. It turned me on greatly...

I want you naked on my bed
the thought of it makes me pulse
I can feel it in my cock
An ache, a need
a constant throb
And I'm erect, and I want you...

your exquisite curves are liquid against the sheets
soft, subtle movements as you breathe
light dappled on your gentle skin
secrets to be discovered
intense pleasure between your thighs.

As much as I love this image...
as much as I love thinking of you this way...
all I want is to take you

You're so beautiful
So sensual
but all I want is to be all over you
to fuck you
to cover you in my hot wet cum

I want to make you wet
to fuck you with my hard cock
to make you scream
to turn this beauty into lust
hard, frantic, urgent lust.

The images tumble in my head
my body between your thighs
urgently moving
thrusting and fucking
overwhelming need and desire.

I want you wrapped around me
I want my cock deep inside your cunt
I want to feel you clutching around me
clinging onto me
engulfing my cock with your hot, wet need
bathing my cock with your cunt.

Our bodies melt, merging into one another
the wet slap of cock inside cunt
the irresistible rhythm of sex
my body in yours
inside you
craving you
wanting you
plunging deeper, harder
grabbing at me frantically
clutching at my cock
fucking me
and fucking me
and fucking me...

and when you come...
ohh god when you come
all over my cock
a hot, wet flood
screaming my name
your body arching
beauty out of passion...

that image of you
your breasts exposed
your thighs clinging
your head thrown back

it's what I need and
what I want

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Im sooo....

My hands run over my body and I let out a soft sigh. I need to ease the ache between my thighs. I need to touch myself. I need to cum. Desirous thoughts invade my mind. The feeling overwhelms me and I can't do anything else until I'm sated.

I'm already naked. I shed my clothes to the bedroom floor and now lie on the bed. The ache deepens. My fingers slide down my neck. I shiver with anticipation. My nipples are already taught when my hands find them. I feel the ache intensify. I roll them between my finger tips and gasp as a pulse begins in my pussy. I squeeze my thighs together wanting so much to cum. My breasts are soft and full in my hands as I caress them. My chest heaves with anticipation. If only you were here to take care of me.

I miss your touch... I wouldn't need to do this myself if you were here. But my own touch will have to do for now.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011


Sometimes I come across an article that catches my submissive mind. What would people think if there was a obedient wives club? Would you sign up your wife? Do you think it's a good idea? Read below...

JAKARTA, Indonesia -- A new club in Indonesia that encourages women to be totally obedient to their husbands and focus on keeping them sexually satisfied has generated an outcry from some activists.
The Indonesian branch of the Obedient Wives Club, launched early this month in Malaysia, claims to have about 300 members in several cities. Group leader Gina Puspita said the club would offer its members a package of teachings including how to treat their husbands in bed.

"A wife has to be 100 percent obedient to her husband in all aspects, especially in sexual treatment," she said.

About 50 women and their husbands attended the Saturday launching of the Indonesian branch of the club at a restaurant in southern Jakarta.
The club was founded by the conservative Islamic group Global Ikhwan in Malaysia, where hundreds of women are members. Organizers claim they can cure social ills such as prostitution and divorce by teaching women to be submissive and to keep their men happy in the bedroom.

Monday, June 20, 2011

The Weekend

I have a friend that just found a slave. They were together for the past 4 days and boy is she a kinky one. She does everything on a first command without question. She sleeps in a cage until he comes to get her. Makes him meals and she loves to be beaten. My friend doesn't seem to be the type of person who would enjoy this on a 24/7 level. And I think after this weekend the novelty is running out.

The question much is too much? Kinky is great but if one is way kinkier then the other will the relationship work? And who do you prefer, a sub or a slave?

On a lighter and not so kinky note...Happy Father's Day to all you dads out there. I had a nice Sunday. Went out with my parents on their boat. Went to a local sandbar where we could swim and make some lunch. Then went home and had hamburgers and corn on the cob for dinner. It was soooo good. The kids had a great time.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

I Did Not Fall Off The Face Of The Earth

I feel like I have been out of the loop for such a long time. I have been fighting the flu and just haven't had any inspiration to write. And it is so hard to come home after work and have to take care of my little one. He is a good kid but he is 5 with lots of energy. It is times like these I wish I had a husband. Someone who would want to take care of me and let me just sleep or make me some soup. Or have someone there who provides so when I am sick I don't care if I call in sick and lose my job.

Anyway, last night I did tune in on Deadliest Catch. What an incredible show. All the boats are at the start of the crab season and in the middle of an arctic hurricane. The men are working in 35 foot seas and battling the ice. There have been horrible injures and sickness. This is a rough season but I love the drama.

Hmmm...lets see, is there anything else going on this week? Nope! But I am still looking for job if you know anyone in the South Florida area. I am about to go part-time in July so I need something fast.

Well, I hope your all having a good week. And I will try to come up with a new story for ya soon.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

I Want You

I'm feeling rather hungry today. Greedy really. I've needed you all day.

And now here we are.


What do I want from you?



I want to feel you, experience you, fuck you. I especially need you to make me cum. Come here and kiss me, passionately. Let me feel your body pressed up against mine. Let our heat warm our skin as we embrace each other. Slide your hands over me, feel me, want me. God, you feel so good under my touch. Your chest is tight to my breasts. I can feel your hardness through your pants as you grow erect for me. I need you so very much.

Lead me to the bed and lie me back against the pillows. Caress my body with your fingers. Find my pleasure. Let me feel your soft lips on my neck, licking at me, gently. Find the buttons to my blouse and release me from it. Groan softly as I stroke you through the fabric of your pants. I want to hear your arousal. Kiss me again, hard and sweet as your hands find my breasts. Seduce them, play with them, they are yours. God, yes. Find my nipples, pinch them softly and let me feel the sensations grow in my heat. Feel my back arch up to you as you take them into your mouth. Make me dance for you as you tease me.


For all of you who is following my daughter's friend Katie on SYTYCD...She has made it to the top 40 dancers. Watch tonight if she makes it to the top 20. If she does then next week are the live showes and you can start voting. I can't wait!!

Wednesday, June 8, 2011


Could this be me? Is this were i get my sexy stories from? LOL...No wonder I have trouble getting a good night's sleep. Read this article below

We’ve all heard of people who walk, wet the bed, or grind their teeth while sleeping — but what about having sex?
Though rare, sexsomnia is a recently recognized sleep disorder that causes you to have sex in your sleep. Canadian sleep doctor J. Paul Fedoroff, MD, of the University of Ottawa, is credited with coining the term “sexsomnia” in 1996, and it has been getting a lot more attention from researchers of late.
“When I first started doing research, you couldn’t find much about it in academic literature,” says Michael Mangan, PhD, an adjunct professor of psychology at the University of New Hampshire in Durham and author of the e-book, Sleepsex: Uncovered. Now it’s advanced to the point where it’s commonly believed to be another one of those things that people do in their sleep.”
According to Mangan, sexsomnia can include the full range of sexual behavior, including simple fondling, sexual vocalizations, moaning and groaning, and intercourse.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Your Secret

I've seen you with her. She's seems sweet, kind, lovely. She's the one you introduce to your friends. She's the one your family loves. She's the "keeper" as they say.

I'm not any of those, am I?

I'm the one who makes you utter those filthy words. You are the one who makes me the fucking slut that I am to you. Your the one who tells me what you want and I comply.

I'm your dirty little secret.

And you love it.

I know you do.

I know that you think of me when you're with her.

I know you fantasize it's me you're fucking. It's my dripping pussy squeezing around your cock. It's my fingers tracing down your back. It's my hot wet mouth around your cock as you moan in lust.

And I know what you like.

Sex isn't made to be pretty. It's made to be ugly and raw. It's made to be pure carnal pleasure in any form that it comes. It's made to be a release, a yearning, a desire - something you need to have. Now.

Don't tell me you want to make love to me. Save that for her.

I know you want to fuck me hard and raw with no complications.

Tell me you want your cock in my pussy, in my mouth, in my ass. Tell me you want to feel my lips around you. Tell me you want to spread my thighs and lick me until I cum for you. I like to hear it. I love hear those harsh words whispered, so full of arousal.

That's why I'm here...

That's my purpose. I'm here for you to fuck and use. I'm here to keep you satisfied. To tease you and fuck you.

You know I'll do whatever I ask.

You know I'll comply.

Because I'm your dirty little secret.

The one that make you stroke yourself when no one's home. The one who makes you cum while reading my words. The one who fantasizes with you. The one who fantasizes for you. The one who wants your cock. The one who wants to feel you pressed up against me as you slide your erect cock inside me. The one who needs to feel your body rubbing against mine.

You like me being your secret. Will that ever change?

Friday, June 3, 2011


Katie is on her way to Vegas. Im so excited for her. If you missed it she was on at the very end jumping up and down at the AL auditions. She has short white blond with black highlights hair.

This weekend is my son's birthday party. He will be turning 6 on the 24th but I had to have his party a bit early. I have never seen a kid so excited. We are having a giant waterslide and a snow cone machine. I got a bunch of waterguns and water balloons. I am making cupcakes and it will be catered (a cookout) My little buddy and his 46 guests are going to have a blast.

On top of all that I am hoping I will have some time to fit in a little sex. I have been sex free since last week. I am feeling frisky. And am in need.

Have fun this weekend. Bye

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Guilty or Not Gulity

Ok... I am addicted to the Casey Anthony murder trial. I have been watching it online and reading the online blogs. Anyone else watching? I think she is so guilty. Maybe not of First Degree murder but maybe manslauder. I think she accidently killed Kylee then dumped her body. I think when that baby was in her care she had no one to watch her (Casey hated her mother) while she partied so she tied her up and gave her something to make her sleep, maybe give her other drugs. And it killed that poor little girl.

What do you think?