Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Need to Relax?

Your feeling tense today. You need to relax. You need to let go. I'm hoping I can help you out. I'm hoping I can help you release this tension. You need to forget about everything around you. You need to be distracted. You need me to fuck you.

I need to fuck you and do it like you love to be fucked. I won’t hold back. I want to kiss you, passionately. Feel my lips against yours. I want you to feel my tongue in your mouth. Press my body against yours. I want you to feel my breasts against your chest, my hips grinding into your hardening cock.

Here I am now, naked before you. Am I touching you the way you want? Let me undo your pants. Let me tug down your zipper and release your cock. Let me pull down your pants. Let me see you. Let me admire you.

I can you see how much you need this? Let me feel your skin on mine, your body close to me. Let me wrap my arms around you and kiss you again. Take advantage of me. Take out your frustrations on me by forcing yourself onto me. I want you to put your hands on me. Move them over my breasts. Roll my nipples between your fingers. Pinch them. Make me gasp from the pleasure. Let your lips wander down my neck, over the valley at the base of my neck. Let your tongue move over my nipples, take them into your mouth. Make me writhe under you. Are you forgetting everything?

I want to feel your forcefulness. Turn me over. Bring me to my knees. Take me from behind. I want to feel the head of your cock against my pussy, nudging me. Let me feel your hands on my hips. I want to feel your fingers tighten into me. Let me feel you push your cock into me, hard. Take me, use me, fuck me. I'm not delicate. Fuck me. Let me feel your hard cock pushing deep inside me. Pull me back into you. Thrust harder. This is what I want and this is what you need. Let yourself go. Give me your gift. I know you need to…

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

I Crave These Words

“Sit down next to me
look at me
don't take your eyes off me
tonight you're here to please me
tonight you're mine
mine to use as I please
to touch however I wish
you'll do whatever I ask of you
whatever I demand of you
you're my plaything
my slut”

These are the words I crave to hear. The thought of him taking total control of the situation. To give me every direction. It gives me a since of belonging to him, shows me his love, the protection he gives. If a vanilla person were to read this, they would think I was crazy but I know all of you understand the feelings I have and my commitment into D/s

Monday, September 27, 2010

Sister Wives?

Ok last night I saw the new reality show called Sister Wives. Anyone else see this? Anyone else find it interesting? It is about the man who married a woman 20 years ago then shortly after married 2 others and between them they have 13 kids…and to top it off he is dating a woman with 3 kids who he wants to marry as well. They all live under one roof. There are jealousy issues and a strange dimensioned to the household.

As a man…would you be able to handle several wives? They seem like they are one big happy family but is it really? If you are interested in the show its on TLC Sunday night at 10:00.

So my thoughts about this weekend…As you all remember I have been seeing Sir for some time now. I don’t talk about him much on the blog because he doesn’t want to be a part of my stories. But I haven’t seen him in almost a month. I was sick, then he was sick, then there were family issues and so on and so on… Well last night we were going to meet. I briefly got a text message saying he was trying to come over if he can get a sitter (that was at 1:00)… 6:00, 7:00, 8:00 I heard nothing from him. OK…is it over? Why cant he just come out and tell me?

Is this the life of a single sub? I do my best to try and understand him and I take my role as a sub seriously but am I being taken advantage of? Do you have any advice for me?

Friday, September 24, 2010

Thank you

I want to thank you for all the love and thoughts of me over the past months. I cherish the teaching and the discipline. I crave the attention you give me. The understanding that you extend. The patience that you show.

You have inspired me to dare to be more ambitious and adventurous in my relationships and this is the biggest reason for my thanking you.

With Love...

Thursday, September 23, 2010

The First Time We Meet...Part 2

You drag my head up by my hair and kiss me hard, tasting yourself on my lips. You push me back toward the bed and onto it. I watch you as you strip off your clothes. You kneel over me on the bed, kissing me again as you rip my own clothes off of me. In a second we're both naked, exposed to each other. Your hands wander over me, taking in every curve. I lie back and feel the sensations running through me. I close my eyes as I feel your tongue lick my thigh. I part them for you. I quiver as your tongue works its way up my legs. I know what you want from me. I feel your hot breath on my pussy and I hold my breath in anticipation. I've been aching for you to do this. Then I feel it and gasp. Your tongue slides across my clit. My hips can’t help but move up to meet your mouth. So exquisite. You run your tongue over me again and I let a groan escape. My hands move to your head and I run my fingers through your hair. I feel your fingers probing my wetness, they slide in so easily. Your tongue is assaulting my clit now. You do that so well. I don't know how long I'm going to last. I can feel your fingers sliding in and out of me, fucking me. I can't take this. I need you inside me.

"Fuck me," are the first words you hear me utter. I feel you moan into my clit. You move up my body kissing me. You settle for a moment at my breasts, taking a nipple into your mouth, savoring it. I arch my back to you, needing this, all of this. "Please," I whisper. My pussy needs you. My body needs you. You move up further and I can feel the head of your cock at my pussy. It's what I need. And you thrust inside me. God! I arch my back again at the pleasure. You've filled me, completely. You lean your head down and kiss my lips as you begin to stroke your cock in and out of me, thrusting hard. So, so good. I wrap my legs up and around you, lifting my hips to meet your thrusts. It's too much. I'm so close, so fucking close. Your hard cock is merciless, pounding into me. You thrust faster. I know you're close. My pussy is squeezing around your cock, squeezing each time you thrust into me. I can feel you pulsing. I want your cum. God. I need your cum. I need you to shoot it inside me, filling me. I'm so close to the edge. A few more thrusts, god, yes. Can you feel it? Can you feel my pussy pulsing around you? I can't stop it. I'm going to cum. I'm going to cum all over your cock. It hits me, hard. The sensations plow through me, so powerful. I'm cumming hard, so fucking hard. You can't hold it back. You feel me cumming around you and you begin to throb. You groan my name as you shoot your hot gift inside me. We convulse together. Pulsing hard. I can feel our wetness on my thighs, on your balls, on your cock. You're still throbbing, cumming and cumming. My thighs are locked around you, my pussy milking you. Breathless, you kiss me again and smile. Your cock still moving inside me, still hard, you look down at me and smile.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

The First Time We Meet...Part 1

I'm standing outside your door. It's the anticipation that's keeping me from knocking. How will it be when we finally meet? We've been waiting for this day. We've both been wanting it so much. I suck in my breath and let it our slowly. I knock and wait. It seems like ages, time has stood still. I hear the doorknob turn and watch the door swing open.

There you are.
I step into the room.
No words are spoken.

The tension between us is too much. I step forward you kiss me, hard. I return the kiss, passionately. I hear you swing the door shut behind me. My hands are all over you. It's too much and not enough. Your hands are in my hair, around the back of my neck pulling me to you. My hands on you. I need you. You push me back against the wall behind us, hard. You groan into my mouth. My hands move to your shirt. They wander underneath, up and over your chest. Your skin feels so good. I feel your hands under my sweater, moving up my back, pulling me tighter to you. I breathe you in as your lips move down my neck, tasting me. My hands move down and slip into the waistband of your jeans. I push them down in and over your ass. I can't wait. I want you. I let my hands slip back out and meander to the front of your jeans. I rub you through them, your cock already hard. I feel your hands running over my breasts, cupping them. We both have a sense of urgency, almost as if we wait, everything will just disappear, that it was just a dream.

I undo the button and pull down your zipper. My hands reach inside your boxers and I grasp your cock. I've been wanting this, to feel you like this. Your cock is so erect, so hard. I wrap my cool fingers around you and stroke you gently. I can feel you responding to my touch. You moan softly into my skin as your own hands undo my jeans. Your hands slip inside, slipping down my slit. I feel your fingers moving into my pussy, feeling my growing wetness. My knees go weak as you find my clit. We stand there, masturbating each other as our mouths reconnect. Your tongue slides into my mouth. I kiss you back, greedily. My hand on your cock is moving faster. I need to taste you.

I break our kiss and move to my knees. You help me pull your jeans down. I see you, so erect. My tongue flicks out and I taste you. I've been wanting to taste you for so long. I let my tongue drag up the length of your shaft. I hear you suck in your breath. Mmmm, you taste so fucking good. I let my lips glide over the head of your cock, barely brushing it. Then in one move I pull you into my mouth, deep. I take your full length into my mouth and suck you. I feel your hands move into my hair as you lean back into the wall. I've been wanting this, your cock in my mouth. Sucking you has me so incredibly aroused. I can feel my wetness soaking my panties. I reach down with my hand and slip it into my jeans, touching myself as I suck you. I can feel your cock pulsing now. You're not going to last like this. You know this too.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

When do you know if you are being given excuses or what they are saying is truly for real? I always give everyone the benefit of the doubt but there comes a time when I truly start to question what they are saying.

Maybe because I am submissive that I tend to believe in what people tell me and not give it a thought as the motive behind it.

On a lighter note…October will be one year since I started my blog and my journey with Master C and so on. I can not believe it has been a year since I started this incredible journey even with all the ups and downs.

These are just a couple thoughts I had today…

Monday, September 20, 2010

Weekend Bliss

Alright… What did all of you do this weekend? I need some good stories. They don’t have to be about sex. It can be about a short getaway, a party, or spending time with love ones. My life is getting so redundant.

I drove kids around, got my oil changed, did homework assignments at the Library and had Sunday dinner with the family. And to top it off I found out my grandmother is giving my entire family an all expense paid 7 day cruise in October except me. She invited 4 sets of couples including my 14 year old nephew and my brother and his girlfriend. And after bragging last night at dinner my grandmother said the reason I didn’t get an invite is because she didn’t think I could go because of my kids and I am not in a serious relationship with anyone…yet she is single. And my kids do have a father they can stay with.

So lets see... No sex this weekend either

And last but not least...last night I had this incredible dream. I think I had a cold and was waiting at the doctors office when this adorable, sexy doctor had his eye on me. Somehow we ended up in this car. He was teasing me by whispering in my ear and was super close without actually touching me. I was sooo hot, and just when I think he was going to make his more….BEEP BEEP BEEP. The fucking alarm!!!!

I just can’t win. LOL

So tell me about your weekend. Was it better then mine? Or did you have the same crapy, boring weekend as me?

Friday, September 17, 2010

Last Night's Fantasy

Late last night I was so very horny…so before I fell asleep I came up with this little fantasy and played with myself before I went to bed. I hope you all enjoy it as mush as I did.

Its my first night at the club. The owner believed my fake ID that I was 21 in reality I’m barley 18. I am sitting in front of the mirror nervous but excited that in a moment every man in the club is going to worship me. I am wearing purple hot pants and matching thong with a sparkly glitter bra. I have never wore clothes such as these with an extreme amount of makeup but the others girls say I look great and very sexy. My nerves are getting the best of me and I need to calm down so I decided I needed a drink. "Shot of tequila please."

The bartender looked at me "Here's a double..good luck"

I drank it down as fast as I could. The taste of fire sliding down my throat... What was I thinking. I needed to get back stage, I go on next. The girls gave me the stage name Diamond and the next think I know I hear the announcer telling the audience "Let Welcome a First timer ...Diamond to the Staaaage" I walk out, The Rolling Stones are playing, I start to dance. I have no experience with the pole but I walked over to it and held on to it as I wiggled my ass in front of a cheering crowed. The tequila must be kicking in as I feel very sexy and confident in myself. There were a group of frat boys sitting on the right side of the stage. I crawled over to them and got on my knees as I stated to peel off my hot pants. The boys really liked me, I feel great. The men are throwing money all over the stage, begging me to come dance for them. The frat boys are getting very rowdy and the next thing I knew I was being pulled off the stage. I started to fight when I heard this angry voice, " Your coming home with me right now young lady!" Shit its my wicked older step brother.

"Put me down I’m not a child!" I screamed

"The hell your not" says Don

The owner walks over and says " If the lady wishes not to go with you, you must leave her along and then you need to leave"

"Do you know that she just turned 18? So if you don’t let me take her from here now, I will call the police and let them know that you no only employed her but you served alcohol to a minor" Then you yanked my arm as you dragged me out of the club and into your car. "I am taking you to the frat house to teach you a lesson before I bring you home to your mother"

"You cant do this" I screamed

"Either we do this my way or I will take you home and explain to your mother what you have been up to this evening"

"No, please don’t do that" I pleaded

"Not another word from you"

"Yes Sir"

We pulled up to the house and you opened my door and grabbed my hand. You lead me into the house and up to the bathroom. you grabbed a washcloth and soap and scrubbed the makeup off my face.

"OWWW! Your hurting me"

"This is nothing to the pain your going to feel in a moment"

"What are you talking about?" screaming at him

Very calmly you say "Get down stairs before the guys get home"

You go get an oversized shirt from your room as you walked with me to the downstairs den. "Put this on over your fancy bra"

I do as you asked.. We are in the den looking at the fire place. Above the fire place is a large paddle that the frat boys use when a new member was accepted in the fraternity. I looked at you with large eyes "You won't dare"

"Oh yes...turn around take off your bottoms and place you hands on the seat of the sofa" You grab the paddle

I gasp in horror "Your my brother you cant do this"

"I’m your step brother and I’m doing this out of love and concern for your safety"

I turn around and took off the hot pants and thong I was wearing. The shirt he gave me laid just past my ass but when I bend over I know it will provide no protection.

"I’m going to burn these" And you threw them into the fireplace. " I am going to punish by applying 5 wacks for each offence. #1 Possession of fake ID, #2 underage drinking, and #3 public lewdness"

15 wacks of the paddle. How am I going to take that. I can’t show you I’m scared nor can I cry. I will show you that you can’t hurt me and I can take it. I bend over placing my hands on the seat of the sofa. The shirt you gave me rides up over my ass. I am so embarrassed but I need to be strong. I can not let you think you won.

WACK ( I yelped) WACK (I can feel the tears welling up inside me) WACK WACK WACK (the tears are running down my face) WACK WACK WACK ( I lost count, how many more?) WACK WACK WACK WACK (my ass is on fire) WACK WACK WACK ( Please be done, Please be done)

"Stand up"

I did it. I know I have tears running down my face but I didn’t yell out in pain. I didn’t beg him to stop. My ass is stating to feel numb.

"Do you understand why I had to do this?"

"Yes Sir".. you handed me the paddle and told me to hang it back on the wall.

"Get in the car"

"But I have no pants on"

" That really is not my problem. You can go home in my shirt and return it to me when I see you next"

Embarrassed, I thank you..

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Quicky Post

I just wanted to post why I am unable to write my typical blog post today. Thanks to a certain blogger / follower who has been sending me these sexy stories, I have been so engrossed by them I have been unable to concentrate on my blogging duties. You know who you are and if you would like to take credit then please do so…. If not that fine but I still blame you for getting me all hot and horny this morning. LOL

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

How do you find your Submission?

Today I was blog reading and came across a new blog

I found it quite interesting. It is of a young girl who made a decision with her high school boyfriend to live the D/s lifestyle at the age of 18.

I think that is great if you know what your getting into and truly know this is how you will live. It took my 36 years to figure out that giving up control would liberate my life. I was married once and had a long term boyfriend and in both relationships I fought for control. I tried to control what couldn’t be controlled. I hated my living situation. So one day on the computer I was looking for porn that would feed into my fetish of spanking and such. And I came across a web site that was all about people in alternative lifestyles. ( more like a forum) Wow, how interesting… I then looked up all I could about being submissive and what it meant to them. Was this what I was looking for? So I did something crazy and placed an ad on Craigslist looking for a Dominant. I don’t recommend doing this for the first time but it did give me pretty good incite into the lifestyle. Eventually I met Master C who taught me a lot. My blog was in full swing and my web site has become a lot of fun.

I guess you never stop learning about yourself but if I were to give anyone advice…I would say do what your heart is telling you. For me the act of submission is a gift to the person I care about and for the hope of his understanding my gift.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

I Love to Watch

This is a fantasy that I have had many times but unfortunately I have been unable to see come true in front of me…

I decided to take a walk though one of the county parks. It was a bit cooler today, perfect for being outside. I headed out to the park to pick up the nature trail that winds through the woods in the center of the park. Today is a perfect day to walk, the breeze is soft and gentle as it drifts over me, cooling my sweat and making me smile. The trail isn't crowded yet, thank goodness. It was nice to have the park to myself. There's movement up ahead. I hope it's a deer, I love watching them. Picking up my speed a bit, I walk towards the movement I caught. Nope, no deer. I slow down my pace again. Wait. There is something there though. I slow down more and peer through the trees. It's two people. The man has the woman backed up to a tree. I can see his hands roaming all over her body. Her arms are around his neck, her lips pressing frantically against his. Wow. I move into the woods a bit further, careful not to make any noise. I kneel down and look through the brush.

I can see the man clearer now. He's tall, dark haired and looks as though he has a fabulous body. She is petite with blond hair, great legs and a cute face. His hands are in her hair now. They are going at each other like it's the last time they'll ever see each other. He roughly pushes up her skirt to reveal a pair of gorgeous legs. His hand moves up her leg to the inside of her thighs. I can see her head go back as his hand makes contact with her. Her hands reach around to cup his ass and pull him closer. Watching them is making me squirm… I really should move on, but I can't help but watch the erotic scene unfold before me. I can feel myself getting turned on, my panties getting wet. The man has his lips on her neck now. I can see him biting her. I can hear her ragged breath as his hand rubs her cunt frantically. Her leg is moving up and wrapping around him, her hands are roaming, clawing, scratching at his back. He suddenly releases her and drops to his knees. Oh God! He buries his face in her pussy. I can see her face clearly now. Her ecstasy is clearly visible. Her hands are in his hair, pushing his face into her… I move my hand down the front of my shorts, my fingers starting to rub against my clit. Part of me still thinks I should leave, but the other, more powerful part of me knows I want to see them, hear them, be with them. I push my fingers down further to finger my own pussy. I'm so wet. I slip a finger inside me, hmmmm… it feels so good. I pull my finger out and trail my juices up my slit back to my clit. Circling it. Rubbing it.

She is having trouble standing now. I can see his tongue flicking at her clit. His hand is pushing his fingers inside her. He's pumping at her, fucking her with his fingers. I can see her trembling… My fingers start working in the same rhythm as his, bringing my own orgasm closer. Suddenly her head goes back as she stifles a cry and cums hard against him. He is lapping at her juices on her thighs when she pulls him up to her. I hear her utter the words, "Fuck me."… God, that's what I wanted to hear. My body is shaking and I'm so close now. My fingers work at my clit harder and I have to put a hand out to steady myself. He kisses her hard and then turns her around so her breasts are pressed up against the tree. He pushes her skirt up further and takes the time to admire her ass… I find myself doing the same thing. One hand wanders over her and the other hand tugs at his zipper. He pulls his hard cock out and strokes himself. She's writhing against the tree, needing to be taken. He suddenly moves forward and with one thrust, pushes himself into her waiting pussy. She can't stifle the cry this time. He grabs her hips and pulls her into him, hard. His hands then reach around and cup her breasts. I can see him pinching her nipples through her shirt. His thrusts are getting faster. I know he can't last. I know he's going to cum soon. His hand moves down her belly to her clit again. I can see his hand move against her. She's moaning… I can't hold it back any longer. I'm going to cum. It's almost as if they sense it too because he groans loudly and thrusts harder, I know he's cumming inside her… That's it. I can't hold it back now. I close my eyes and feel the rush of heat shoot through me. My pussy pulsing, juices flowing from me, I gasp for breath and desperately try to stifle any sounds. I look up just in time to see her cum again.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Horny Thoughts Today

When it comes to fantasizing, when I'm masturbating and thinking of something I know will make me cum, I often find myself returning to the idea of being fucked from behind. It's becoming quite a specific fantasy these days, crystallized in my mind from writing entries in this blog, from reading comments left for me.

My fantasies are driven from thoughts of being tied up and being bent of my bed, or even better, my sofa. I liked being teased to the point that I can no long keep from cuming and I am forced to beg to be fucked. There are times I loved to be lying on the bed facing down and having you talk in a whisper to me…tell me what you are going to do to me and how you want me to behave. I know that you like to plant ideas in my head…giving me the option to misbehave so you can punish me. It is all part of the game, and it turns me on more then you know. I love the domination, the pain, the satisfaction I bring you when I submit.

What is the point of this post? I have no idea. I am all horned up this morning. Gee, I need help.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Feel Me

It's my turn. It's my time. I'm going to have what I want. I'm going to take it. I want you. I need you, right now. You're what I think about, who I think of. And I need you, now. I want to feel you against me. I want to feel your hot skin on mine. Let it go, just feel. Kiss me, hard. I need that. My fingers wind through your hair and pull you to me. Gasp into my mouth. Feel it. Feel my passion. Feel that I want you. Do you know just how much?

Let me strip you, completely. I want you naked. I want you mine, utterly and totally mine. Tell me you are. Kiss me again, passionately. Run your hands over me. Feel me. Pull me tight to your body. Feel my breasts crushing against you, my hard nipples against your chest. Your hard cock pushes against my belly and you make me want you more.

Wrap your arms around me and pull me to the bed. Fall back and let me land on top of you. Slide me astride you. Feel my wet pussy pressing against your cock. Arching back, I guide your hands to my breasts. Run your hands over them. Pinch my nipples, make me groan. Make my fingers dig into your chest. Sit up, pull my nipples into your mouth. Suck on them greedily. Make me writhe against you from the pleasure. Feel the heat between my thighs growing. Feel my wetness spreading over you. I push you back, suddenly. My mouth crushing yours, I lean over you. My hand finds your erect cock and I stroke it. Give in to me. Feel the sensations, feel my passion. Let it overtake you. Let me be your lover. I want to feel you eager for me.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Cum for Me

I've been thinking about you. Wondering about you really. You intrigue me, you arouse me, you make me wet knowing that you're so close. Just a small distance away, only separated by this screen. It sends shivers through me, to know you could be reading at the same time I am. That you could be masturbating with me as our eyes follow the words. That your hand is matching my rhythm as we touch ourselves.

Do you wonder about me? Do you feel the same way? It's so vivid. I can imagine you there, your hand slowly stroking yourself, arousing yourself while you read. I do want to be there. I want to watch you... I want you to watch me. Voyeurs together. Would you want that? Do you want to see my fingers on my clit? My hand around my breast, pinching my nipple? Do you want to see the way my back arches? The look on my face when I cum? I want to look into your eyes to know you're watching me. I want to watch your movements, your hand moving against yourself, the arching of your back, hear the small noises you make as you bring yourself closer.

Just thinking about this has me touching myself. I've slid my hand down into my panties letting my fingers drift over me softly. I'm already wet. You arouse me so very much. My fingers slide down my slit, spreading my wetness. I can't believe how wet you have me, how aroused my body is. I'm sliding them back up, back and forth, rubbing my velvety lips with my fingertips. I’m so wet. Pushing a finger slowly inside me... I need this so much. Stroking myself with it, rubbing the way I like. I wish you could see me, hear me...

Tell me, tell me you're masturbating with me, tell me how good it feels, arouse me more, I need to hear you telling me that you're close too, that you want to cum too. I need to touch my clit... I want to keep typing but I don't know if I can. It's too much, I want to cum for you. I want you to know how much I need that... I’m, so fucking close now, my breath is ragged... I need my vibe. I'm taking it out of the drawer, letting it rub against my wetness, coating it with my juices. Up and down, rubbing it against me. god, pushing it inside me... pushing you inside me... so thick and full, filling me. That's what I needed, so close now. Pushing it deep inside me, thrusting into my pussy, fucking myself with it. My thumb on my clit, rubbing it hard, yes, circling it around and around... fuck, yes... thrusting it harder, faster, I need to cum. Tell me you want me to cum... please I need to hear it from you, to hear your voice telling me to cum for you...

Oh, that's it, the heat's moving through me, I can feel it between my thighs. A radiating heat growing in me, building, pulsing... I can feel it flushing up my neck, up to my face. Rubbing faster, that's it, there, now, I'm going to cum now, cum with me, please, I want you to cum with me, oh yeah….

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Thank You

Hello all… It seems like it has been forever since my last post. I know it’s only been 4 days I have missed sharing my little life experiences and thoughts with you. I hope everyone had a wonderful Labor Day weekend. This Labor Day was the worst and best weekend ever for me.

Let me tell you the worst of it first… It rained all weekend. And not just a little rain but downpours and to make things worse I had been sick since Thursday. Nothing serious but a bad cold can make you feel like your going to die. But enough about that…

Several months ago, if you all remember, a good friend of mine (a follower) got me great tickets to the Bon Jovi Concert. I think that was the best concert I have ever been to. Maybe because I am a big fan…anyway last night this same friend gave me, my daughter, a good friend of mine and his 2 daughters, 5 tickets to see the Jonas Brothers. Not only did we have great seats but we got to go the Sound Check Party and meet them back stage for pictures.

The 3 teenaged girls had a blast. To see the look on my daughters face was priceless. So to my good friend who was so kind to get us the tickets THANK YOU so very much. This meant so much to the girls and meant the world to me.

Friday, September 3, 2010


Something is missing when you watch porn on the computer screen. Maybe it’s the sound or the size of the screen but it truly is horrible. I used to watch porn on the TV while my man was in bed with me. It was hot to have the screen on while you play with each other under the covers.

I used to love to watch those naughty movies but now on the computer it just seems rather boring to me. Does anyone else feel this way? Is it just me? Or is it a male / female thing?

So I want to know, can you still rent these movies? No longer are there video stores with back rooms. Would anyone like to join me at the store, pick out a movie, and want to watch it on my new 50in. TV??? It’s funny…are their any real world problems going on out there? LOL

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Can You Feel Me

“Lay back on the bed... I'm going to tie you to the bed... don't you dare struggle... and once you're helpless, I'm going to fuck you... fuck you hard... and do anything I want to you... until you come again and again and again... “

These are the words I want to hear from you. The very sound of your voice makes me crumble. I’m putty in your hands. I will submit to you Sir…give me that right.

The joy I feel giving myself to you compares to nothing. I feel it in every inch of my body. I wake with the thought of you. And in the evening, before I go to bed I touch myself waiting for the next time I can please you.