It seems like forever since I last posted. I have missed logging on and chatting with you all. I got a new computer at work and its great. It is a huge touch screen that is a computer and TV. The only problem is I can no longer chat on yahoo messenger. The boss doesn't want to download it. You have no idea want that is doing to me....
This is not starting out as a good week for me. This morning my car broke down AGAIN. It is being towed as I write this. Every time I turn around the car needs something. Not only have I put $700 in repairs the past 2 months but it also needs breaks, tires and aliment. Plus I still have 2 years of payments left on it so I am sure you can see my frustration. The car was working wonderfully until I reached 100k miles and now it just wants to die. I need a new car and I am searching for a cosigner...I know its a lot to ask but if anyone is willing to help me out please let me know.
Besides from that...I had a pretty good Thanksgiving and started my Christmas shopping. I can't wait for this year to end. Things can only get better...Right?
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
HAPPY THANKSGIVING
This is a short work week for me so it will be a short blog week for me as well. I want to wish all of you a Happy Thanksgiving. My hope is that this will be the last Thanksgiving I will spend alone. I don’t mean really alone, I do have dinner with my family and my kids. ( I do love being with them) But I mean I hope to have a man to share it with next year.
For the past 10 years, since my divorce, not once has anyone want to spend the holidays with me. I would love to be able to bring someone home or they invite me to be with them. Am I missing something? Don’t couples want to spend holidays with each other anymore?
So I guess my evening will be spent hearing how we need to find a man for Carrie. How my mother wants to set me up on a blind date with a friend of hers {eyes rolling} or I get to spend my dinner at the kids table because it’s the only single seat left.
Ok… I’m done complaining. I really do wish all of you a Happy and safe Thanksgiving. And wish you the best Black Friday Deals (My shoe size is an 8…in case you were wondering. Lol)
Love you all…
For the past 10 years, since my divorce, not once has anyone want to spend the holidays with me. I would love to be able to bring someone home or they invite me to be with them. Am I missing something? Don’t couples want to spend holidays with each other anymore?
So I guess my evening will be spent hearing how we need to find a man for Carrie. How my mother wants to set me up on a blind date with a friend of hers {eyes rolling} or I get to spend my dinner at the kids table because it’s the only single seat left.
Ok… I’m done complaining. I really do wish all of you a Happy and safe Thanksgiving. And wish you the best Black Friday Deals (My shoe size is an 8…in case you were wondering. Lol)
Love you all…
Monday, November 22, 2010
Dancing
Over the weekend I went to see the Broadway production of Burn the Floor. It was great. As you all know my daughter is a dancer so as a treat I got her tickets to the show. No story really…just great music and lots of dancing. It was right up my daughter’s alley.
It got me thinking… I tend to go to a lot of shows like this. The ballet, musicals, dancing type productions and I always see them in a different light. Dancing is very much a D/s theme. Hear me out… Take a man and a woman….In dancing the man is always the dominant partner. He is the one who leads and takes control. He always has his woman in his best interest. He cares for her, guides her, protects her. He is always there for her. He shows her he can be trusted.
The woman dancer knows that even if she were blindfolded (this happened in the show, quite impressive) she can trust that her man will be there to catch her. To hold her up and make sure she is safe.
I know most men think dancing is gay or not very manly but to think of it this way brings goosebumps to me. It is beautiful and only can hope that life is like this beautiful dance that never ends.
PS / UPDATE… Katie looked great on MTV. The show really brought out her bubbly personality and showed what an awesome dancer she is. Hope you all got to see it. Have a wonderful Monday
It got me thinking… I tend to go to a lot of shows like this. The ballet, musicals, dancing type productions and I always see them in a different light. Dancing is very much a D/s theme. Hear me out… Take a man and a woman….In dancing the man is always the dominant partner. He is the one who leads and takes control. He always has his woman in his best interest. He cares for her, guides her, protects her. He is always there for her. He shows her he can be trusted.
The woman dancer knows that even if she were blindfolded (this happened in the show, quite impressive) she can trust that her man will be there to catch her. To hold her up and make sure she is safe.
I know most men think dancing is gay or not very manly but to think of it this way brings goosebumps to me. It is beautiful and only can hope that life is like this beautiful dance that never ends.
PS / UPDATE… Katie looked great on MTV. The show really brought out her bubbly personality and showed what an awesome dancer she is. Hope you all got to see it. Have a wonderful Monday
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Info
This is the information that you have been waiting for…Katie will be on MTV this Friday at 5pm (Eastern time) The show is called “The Seven” MTV has been following Katie around this past week and they did some filming at the dance studio. I hope to see my daughter on there, but who knows. I cant wait to see her.
Love vs. Attraction
I was turned on to Safeword Magazine by our good friend DV (who has a published article…congrats to you) There was an article that really caught my attention called Love vs. Attraction. I never looked at my past relationships like this but it has really got my brain thinking. It states that all relationships are made up of Attraction or Love. Both feelings have much of the same symptoms and is hard to figure out what it is that you are feeling.
Attraction has very intense, lust, hard hitting emotions but is only good to fill the place until someone or something better comes along. This is why people cheat.
Love comes natural, the most reliable foundation for a relationship. Love is more than attraction by far! It's more of a desire to have someone as part of your life which is accompanied by the willingness to share future goals, caring (protective instincts) and the willful commitment of loyalty mutually shared.
I am writing this post because this really hit home for me. It’s not about living vanilla or D/s or any other lifestyle. Its about how we see each other in the relationship. If we can learn to understand our emotions maybe there will be less heartbreak in our lives.
Attraction has very intense, lust, hard hitting emotions but is only good to fill the place until someone or something better comes along. This is why people cheat.
Love comes natural, the most reliable foundation for a relationship. Love is more than attraction by far! It's more of a desire to have someone as part of your life which is accompanied by the willingness to share future goals, caring (protective instincts) and the willful commitment of loyalty mutually shared.
I am writing this post because this really hit home for me. It’s not about living vanilla or D/s or any other lifestyle. Its about how we see each other in the relationship. If we can learn to understand our emotions maybe there will be less heartbreak in our lives.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Strange Thoughts
I have always had a hard time swallowing. It isn’t about the taste but more about the texture and given that it is real warm…I haven’t required a craving for it. Soooo, I am looking for ideas on how to get over it.
I have a friend who offered a couple of ideas. 1) To put it on a slice of toast. At first I thought, kinda gross but the more I think about it the more I like the idea. It would defiantly help with the texture issue I have. 2) Put it in a glass and then freeze it. Then take it in as a popsicle. Love this idea. It helps with the texture and the warm issues.
What do you all think? Got any better ideas?
I know this isn’t my usual post but sometimes I just get these thoughts in my head and I have to just write them down. And while I am on the subject of weird things to talk about… Is it possible to masturbate and not remember that you did it the next morning? This happen to me. I woke up in the middle of the night, must have did myself with my vibrator, then fell back to sleep. It wasn’t until I got to work this morning when I realized the vibrator was left out and what I did last night. Am I going crazy? Has this happen to you?
I have a friend who offered a couple of ideas. 1) To put it on a slice of toast. At first I thought, kinda gross but the more I think about it the more I like the idea. It would defiantly help with the texture issue I have. 2) Put it in a glass and then freeze it. Then take it in as a popsicle. Love this idea. It helps with the texture and the warm issues.
What do you all think? Got any better ideas?
I know this isn’t my usual post but sometimes I just get these thoughts in my head and I have to just write them down. And while I am on the subject of weird things to talk about… Is it possible to masturbate and not remember that you did it the next morning? This happen to me. I woke up in the middle of the night, must have did myself with my vibrator, then fell back to sleep. It wasn’t until I got to work this morning when I realized the vibrator was left out and what I did last night. Am I going crazy? Has this happen to you?
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
I'm Sorry Daddy
There's only one thing for it - you're going to have to be punished.
I've given you every chance to behave, and yet still you insist on behaving like a dirty little girl, masturbating secretly, thinking I won't know what you've been doing.
Such a little slut.
My little slut.
And you do know what a dirty little slut you are, don't you...?
I think it's time you admitted it.
Not that it'll save you from a spanking, of course. You still deserve to be punished.
But if you're prepared to admit to me what a dirty little slut you are, and if you bend over and take your spanking like a good girl, then I'll reward you afterwards. I'll slip my fingers deep inside you, and tease you, softly. If you're really good, if you tell me what a slut you are, and beg me to fuck you... then perhaps I'll allow you to touch me... we'll see ;)
If, however, you insist on being a brat, then you'll be spanked, hard. The particularly bratty ones amongst you will be tied up first, then spanked, and then made to stand in the corner.
It's up to you.
Are you going to be a good girl?
Then pull down your panties and bend over the couch...
Spread your thighs for me, I want to see you...
Admit to me what a slut you really are...
“Yes Daddy, I’m your naughty little slut. I have been masturbating while you have been away. I deserve what is coming to me…please forgive me Daddy.”
I've given you every chance to behave, and yet still you insist on behaving like a dirty little girl, masturbating secretly, thinking I won't know what you've been doing.
Such a little slut.
My little slut.
And you do know what a dirty little slut you are, don't you...?
I think it's time you admitted it.
Not that it'll save you from a spanking, of course. You still deserve to be punished.
But if you're prepared to admit to me what a dirty little slut you are, and if you bend over and take your spanking like a good girl, then I'll reward you afterwards. I'll slip my fingers deep inside you, and tease you, softly. If you're really good, if you tell me what a slut you are, and beg me to fuck you... then perhaps I'll allow you to touch me... we'll see ;)
If, however, you insist on being a brat, then you'll be spanked, hard. The particularly bratty ones amongst you will be tied up first, then spanked, and then made to stand in the corner.
It's up to you.
Are you going to be a good girl?
Then pull down your panties and bend over the couch...
Spread your thighs for me, I want to see you...
Admit to me what a slut you really are...
“Yes Daddy, I’m your naughty little slut. I have been masturbating while you have been away. I deserve what is coming to me…please forgive me Daddy.”
Monday, November 15, 2010
YOU DID IT!!!
You all did it…you voted and Katie won. She was voted the best dancer. She won $5000 and will appear on MTV and go to the premiere of Burlesque on Thursday. She is so grateful to all of you that voted for her. She is such a sweet girl and perhaps this is her chance to get noticed by other dance companies…She has a bright future as a dancer and now thanks to all of you she will get to show her talent to the country and maybe the world.
Friday, November 12, 2010
Thank You
I know, I’m posting twice today but this is really important. To me anyways… Last week I posted how much I love shoes. And if anyone cared to send me a pair that would make my day. I really didn’t expect anyone to do that but he did. They are so sexy. I can wear them to work or out on the town. I LOVE THEM!!! Tall, black, and oh so sexy. Thank you my sweet follower and friend.
Now…I need a date
Now…I need a date
Love
I read this the other day and it reminded me that sometimes we just assume our lover knows how we appreciate him or her ... and that it doesn't do any harm to remind them!
From Taken in hand... "If you were to die today, would your last moments be spent regretting that you had not sufficiently expressed your love and appreciation for those you love, or would you at least have the comfort of knowing that those you leave behind know how much you love and appreciate them? Would you be regretting not having done everything in your power to have the best relationship possible? Or would you at least know that none of the time you had had together was wasted?"
From Taken in hand... "If you were to die today, would your last moments be spent regretting that you had not sufficiently expressed your love and appreciation for those you love, or would you at least have the comfort of knowing that those you leave behind know how much you love and appreciate them? Would you be regretting not having done everything in your power to have the best relationship possible? Or would you at least know that none of the time you had had together was wasted?"
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