SEX always jumping around in my head. I think about sex that I want to be having, sex I outa be having. I think about my friends having sex and ( I hate to admit it) but I think about Baby Girl and Daddy having sex.
I think about the lifestyle and how most subs seem to get off on the pain our Masters place on us. It has got to me more mental then physical. When I was little pain was such a fear and now I embrace it. I crave for the attention…and the love that is felt.
Is it normal for me to think this much about sex? Could it be that this has something to do with Master C? Going from such an intense sexual relationship to slamming on the breaks.
What is my point with this post? I don’t know. I was thinking about sex and thought maybe I should write about what I was thinking. I know…I’m crazy.