What an emotional weekend… Lets start with Friday. I was so excited about going out with one of my girlfriends. She was going to meet Sir and I had hoped for a really great evening but at the last minute things didn’t work out. But that is ok…Sir came over and we made the best out of our time together.
I also must apologize to another one of my good friends. I wont mentioned what happen but I am truly sorry and hope we can work things out.
Sir, I know you are seeking answers as to my feelings about you. I want you to know that I am being 100% honest with you but sometimes I just don’t know what I am feeling.
Then out of the blue Master C starts texting me. Telling me he misses me and wants us to get back together. He wants me to forget all that is between us… I just can’t do that. As much as I want to believe him I can’t bring myself to do that right now. Not to mention I am seeing someone else who is quite patient with me when it comes to all these conflicting feelings. So Master C, please do not try to contact me anymore. I wish you the best of luck in your near future (you know what I am talking about) I will always care about you but I can not put myself in this situation again.
Ok… I know this was a crazy post. Thanks for putting up with it.