Monday, August 9, 2010


What an emotional weekend… Lets start with Friday. I was so excited about going out with one of my girlfriends. She was going to meet Sir and I had hoped for a really great evening but at the last minute things didn’t work out. But that is ok…Sir came over and we made the best out of our time together.

I also must apologize to another one of my good friends. I wont mentioned what happen but I am truly sorry and hope we can work things out.

Sir, I know you are seeking answers as to my feelings about you. I want you to know that I am being 100% honest with you but sometimes I just don’t know what I am feeling.

Then out of the blue Master C starts texting me. Telling me he misses me and wants us to get back together. He wants me to forget all that is between us… I just can’t do that. As much as I want to believe him I can’t bring myself to do that right now. Not to mention I am seeing someone else who is quite patient with me when it comes to all these conflicting feelings. So Master C, please do not try to contact me anymore. I wish you the best of luck in your near future (you know what I am talking about) I will always care about you but I can not put myself in this situation again.

Ok… I know this was a crazy post. Thanks for putting up with it.


  1. I feel like you should apologize to me for something while you're at it! LOL! ;)

    From my following you and keeping up, it sounds like to have found a good Sir for you, and that he is patient and understanding. That is a rare thing and great for you. The feelings will work themselves out. Sometimes it just takes...well, time. Just don't get overly frustrated. Sounds like he will be more than happy to help you work through this and guide you along the path.


  2. Thanks for the hugs Heather

    DV, as always your advice is truly helpful. Some days I dont have a care in the world and others I feel like I have no idea what I am feeling.

    Love you all...