Journal of my exploration into the domination submission world of D/s and how I struggle between my submissive heart and my logical feminist mind that tells me submission is wrong while my body and heart tell me it is sooooh right!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Thought Of The Day
All my life people have known me as an independent, strong willed, stubborn woman. Deep down all I have ever wanted was to be a sweet, open, submissive, a sex slave. And after years of fantasy I am now living this life secretly. I feel like a double agent. And only you, my followers, know who I really am. I don’t know if I am living a dream now or am waking up from one. This is the dilemma I face. Are you living the same way?? Do you think that most subs are facing the same issues?