Journal of my exploration into the domination submission world of D/s and how I struggle between my submissive heart and my logical feminist mind that tells me submission is wrong while my body and heart tell me it is sooooh right!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Long Sleepless Night
For the past 4 years I have had such problems with not being able to sleep. I think it has something to do with the birth of my son but I don’t want to blame him for my sleeping problems. Maybe its stress, maybe it’s the fact I used to get up with the baby 5 times a night and I’m now used to it. Who knows? I now take a mild sleeping pill at night and it really seems to help but last night I woke up about 2:30 and could not fall back to sleep. And after lying there for over an hour I realized how horny I was. My son decided to sleep in my bed so I wasn’t able to help myself so I went out in the other room with my lap top. I ended up looking at porn sites. And for the next 30 minutes I got real sleepy. I guess these porn sites don’t excite me like they once did. I got bored and put me right to sleep. What do you think? I think we need something different.
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