Journal of my exploration into the domination submission world of D/s and how I struggle between my submissive heart and my logical feminist mind that tells me submission is wrong while my body and heart tell me it is sooooh right!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Pain Sluts…This is a term I have heard about since I started with this D/s lifestyle. My guess is that this means there are woman out there who enjoy pain and torture. This is a hard thing for me to understand. I do like pain but not in the extreme. Now being a sub I know pain comes with the territory and I do not use safe words. And I will accept punishment when my Master thinks it is deserved. But I do not enjoy pain being inflicted on me as a way of having fun.
But I do enjoy being my Master’s little slave, to do as I have been told and to please him in any way possible. I know that he is not pleased with me at times because of my situation at home (this I posted about last week) but I want him to know that if I could change things right now, I would. For I adore you very much.