This is not a normal post for me…Last night I got some bad news. My ex (my son’s father) was rushed to the hospital. He is very ill. They found large tumors growing in his body. Around his heart, stomach, pancreas, gull bladder, and one on his foot. He has been doing all sorts of tests and we are waiting to hear from all the specialists. It is really quite frustrating when no one will tell you what’s going on. He just heard from the orthopedic surgeon that they are going to remove the one on his foot some time today. It is a 6 hour surgery. The good news is (if you can call it good news) they will be able to tell what type of tumors are growing inside his body once they remove the one on his foot.
The ones he has growing inside are effecting his digestive system and his heart is now beating abnormally. So I am not sure what this holds for his immediate future. The hard part is…his 5 year old son. I took him to visit his father in the hospital last night and he didn’t want to leave. He keeps asking me why it is taking so long for the doctors to get him better. My heart just broke.
My 14 year old nephew just lost his mother to cancer a year ago. I remember how hard it was for him and still is. They were very close.
I hope this post didn’t bring anyone down today and I am working on my next erotic story for you all. So many of you have gotten to know me personally and I thought I should post on what is going on in my life right now.
I know this can be tough. Not only are you dealing with you ex, but with your son and his understanding of it. No matter how hard we all are, or may seem, in TTWD, we all have a very soft and tender spot for our kids. Kids can make the hardest most non-emotional person turn to mush.
ReplyDeleteI wish you all the best in dealing with this. You have my thoughts and support.
DV
Thank you so much for your support DV. That means a lot to me.
ReplyDeleteCarrie
hello carrie im so sorry to hear about your ex if there is anything i could do to help just let me know im here for you
ReplyDeleteI've seen the exchanges, concerns, etc. with small children and the "other half" and know it must be heart-wrenching to be in your situation. My thoughts are also with you doll . . if I can be of any help or moral support, you know how to get me.
ReplyDeleteGood luck, Carrie, I'm sure you are going through a difficult time, but my prayers are with you.
ReplyDeleteDear DV, Bob, Mave, and Tom... Thank you for your support. The hard part is waiting for some answers. My family doesnt seem to understand my concerns so it's nice I'm able to write what I am feeling to get the support that I need in all of you.
ReplyDeleteThank you
Carrie