Why is it I crave to live a disciplined life now, when the first 35 years I hated any kind of rules placed on me. In fact, when I got married I made sure that the word obey was taken out of my vows. I would argue until I got my way…
Now all I want is structure. To be totally submissive to my Dom. For him to be proud of me when I please him. And for me to gain reward for obeying his commands. And to understand that if a rule is broken that I will accept punishment.
All this talk is getting me excited. Have a good day
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