Journal of my exploration into the domination submission world of D/s and how I struggle between my submissive heart and my logical feminist mind that tells me submission is wrong while my body and heart tell me it is sooooh right!
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Below is the paddle that was used on me several times. I hate that paddle and was only used as punishment. I wish never to see it again in person but thought it would excite some of you to see and to read RT's take on this very big and painful implement.